Tag: Philomena nó Heliotrope

Where the Sun Sleeps – Part II

Two incredibly complicated holy days and festivities held nearly back to back from one another made the new Dowayne of Valerian House very busy. Even her own strict schedule of prayers and visitations to the Temple district had to be realigned in order to make sure that preparations for the Longest Night and Mara’s Eve went off without a single hitch. Indeed, she was still in the final stages of the latter, but Rosanna made sure some of time and effort was dedicated to honoring the passing of one of their own. 

When the news of Heliotrope’s loss made it to her, Rosanna instructed her Second, Tryphosa, to immediately send a letter of condolence as well as the best flowers that they could attain in winter. Having incorporated Philomena into her life only recently, she did not know the deceased well but knew the other woman’s heart must be broken. So, a gift to her in the form of lavender syrup from Eisande was also sent, the product of her own family’s extensive cultivation. A token from one Dowayne to another, beyond the socially acceptable and expected offerings. 

Arriving at the wake, Rosanna dressed in somber colors, umber and burnished bronze, with her hair piled atop her head and covered in a veil. Modest and respectful, with her back fully covered. She paid her respects to the dead, saying a prayer over him and wishing a swift arrival to the Terre D’Ange that awaited them all in the next realm.

After that, she maneuvered through the mourning crowd to find his heir. As was to be expected, she appeared wan and sorrowful, and sympathy welled up quickly in Rosanna’s heart. Being close to her own beloved grandfather, she knew such a time would be upon her one day as well. Even thinking of it made her eyes sting.

“My sincere condolences for your loss, Philomena,” she greeted kindly. “I am sorry that I did not know your grandfather better, but his reputation was a splendid one. He will be in my prayers, as will you. If you should ever need me, for anything, my door is always open to you.”  

Mena reached out and gave Rosanna a hug, “Thank you so much, my friend. I appreciate your attendance, I know it’s a difficult period to make time. I will be sure to reach out to you so we can catch up after the mourning period has passed.”

Loir noted the sky growing lighter, so she slipped up next to Mena and whispered to her, “It is getting to be time.” She then moved silently to her room to gather what she needed and change her clothes. Olivier had commissioned a garment for her that mimicked what the priestesses she grew up with wore, without being a copy. Loir had overseen the construction so it represented what she remembered with what she knew now. It was easy to put on, and she picked up her basket of supplies and went out into the garden.

For three days, the strongest had been stacking the supplies that the weaker had been purchasing and former adepts had been arriving from all over Terre d’Ange. In the final hours of the wake, the oldest three began building the pyre. A collection of large flat rocks had been installed at the most eastern point of the property at some point in the House’s history. Dowaynes of the past had erected three stone walls around it; a gap on the west wall allowed access with the east remaining completely open. There, the elders carefully built the pyre as they’d been taught, being assisted by all the children, as was custom. The pyre took shape, the materials selected as was the custom: apple wood that burned long and hot on the bottom covered with bedding from his deathbed so that all of him went to Terre d’Ange Beyond, then walls on three sides of the same wood. One by one, each person in the House took a piece of their own clothing or bedding and filled the gaps between the logs: a piece of each of them died with Olivier. 

While that was happening, Mena cleared her throat and spoke to the gathered mourners. “Loved ones, thank you for coming to remember Olivier. The time has come for us to lay him to rest in our customary way. You are welcome and encouraged to stay and even to participate if you want. Again, thank you for coming, each of your faces has made the mourning easier.”

As she made her way outside, the members of the House lined up from the bier Olivier rested on all the way out to the pyre with Mena and Loir at the end. Loir had placed herbs among the fabric pieces and had carefully rubbed a thick oil-based anointment on the logs. The space smelled comforting and relaxing, making the tension and grief start to drain out of Mena’s body as she stood waiting.

The adept closest to Oliver lifted him from the bier, his long illness made him light enough that she needed no assistance. Carefully, she passed him to the person next to her, murmuring, “May Elua welcome you, you will be missed,” as she did. One by one, each person in the line passed him to the next, some speaking quietly to him one last time before relinquishing him to the next person. After many long minutes, he made his way from Laurent to Mena’s arms. 

When she held him, she was instantly reminded of all the times he’d held her over her life, and her tears started again. She moved towards the pyre, it was her job as his surviving family to lay him down one last time. As she did, memories flashed through her mind like lighting in the night sky: Olivier at her bedside when she was sick; Olivier helping her pick flowers for the wreath she wore when she dedicated herself to Namaah; the two of them talking for hours about everything and nothing; the proud look on his face when she’d debuted; how he’d held her as she cried; each moment broke her heart as it paid tribute to the man he’d been. It was hard to place him on the bed so lovingly made for him, a sob breaking out of her without her control as she did so. When she turned around and saw the mourners gathered in the space and only Loir to comfort her, it took all she had not to collapse next to him. She heard his voice in her head telling her that she had to stand tall for herself and for the House, that she would find her Sun, that he loved her more than he loved himself, that he was proud of her.

Loir reached for Mena when she stumbled, pulling her in for a tight hug. She didn’t want to release her, but she had to in order to move the ceremony forward. Two of the children came forward with the canopy they’d woven of the flowers brought by the mourners. Loir took it from them with gentle hands, then turned to lay it over the roof of the pyre. She then took wood and carefully built up the missing wall. When it was complete, she turned to the assembled and said, “Olivier has gone to a place where we cannot follow. In time, our steps will lead us to where he is, but for now, he has gone ahead. We will remember him always and keep him alive in our hearts by speaking freely of him. He wanted to remind us to be good to one another, and to make sure that his beloved Laurent and cherished Philomena know that they were loved deeply and fiercely.”

She paused for a moment to glance over her shoulder and saw the signs of the sun’s imminent arrival. Turning back she said, “In my homeland, we also commend our dead to the sun and sky, this is why he granted me the gift of being his Dernière Montre, the one who stays with him until the end. And now, that watch begins.”

From her basket, she retrieved a bottle of Olivier’s favorite alcohol and a flint. She poured the alcohol on the bottom of the pyre, soaking the fabric and other tinder that she had added there. Loir found herself humming the first song she remembered hearing, a lullaby her mother sang only when her children were frightened. While she couldn’t recall the words, the melody was enough to soothe her own grief. The sounds of the mourners weeping faded into the background as she finished her task and stood. The first edge of the sun was starting to cross the horizon and she took a deep breath, crouched down, and started the fire. While it started small, it traveled quickly, and she smiled, pleased at the work they’d put into Olivier’s final tribute. She then knelt on the stones, close enough that she could feel the heat, but out of harm’s way. 

Dernière Montre meant ‘Last Watch,’ and that was what she would do, be the last watch over him: she would stay where she was until the fire burned itself out, then she would carefully gather the ashes into the jar Olivier had selected, sealing it carefully. Then she would inter his remains next to his wife’s remains and reseal their resting place. She was to be the last mortal hand that touched him, the last person to wish him well on his last journey. Loir bowed her head and offered up prayers as the mourners began to leave the space.

~

By the time Mena made it back inside, the sun was almost at its highest point, and she was beyond exhausted. Once his ashes were interred, the official mourning period would begin, and every member of the House would have a white item on for the next month. Her grief ebbed a little as she accepted a bowl of porridge from the cook and headed towards the parlor to oversee the removal of the bier.

The room was silent when she arrived, and something about it put her on edge. Now that he had been mourned, Oliver had told them to return to the love and laughter that was the trademark of their House. Silence was not what she should be hearing. As she approached the bier, she saw the cause for the silence: a large vase with an extravagant floral arrangement sat in the middle of it, a red ribbon tied around the vase with a card attached to it. The reason for the silence was that all the flowers were dead; dried, shriveled and in some cases, white with mold. Mena gasped and reached for the card with shaking hands.

Pet, I hear the old man finally died. Could not have been a man who deserved it more than him. May Elua shut him out of Terre d’Ange Beyond so he wanders the land forever

—K

Where the Sun Sleeps – Part I

The Masquerade was a wonderful event, one that Mena enjoyed to the fullest in Olivier’s honor. It was what he would have wanted, nothing was of more value to him than the happiness of his family. That included the entirety of the House, so they all did their best to honor him. 

Once they returned home and slept off their revelry, the mood shifted. A pair of adepts gathered all the children into the playroom, closed the door, and spoke to them at great length about what had happened to Olivier. How they handled it, Mena did not know, she was busy with preparations. The novices swept every corner of the House, washed the floors, helped Cook, and covered all the art. The adepts were busy day and night for three days, changing curtains, covering mirrors, setting out the incense and candles, and making sure every member of the House had suitable mourning garments. Loir oversaw everything for the first two days, before she joined Mena at the Temple of Elua. 

The space reserved for death vigils was small without feeling claustrophobic. Loir had arrived just before sunset, as was the custom in Heliotrope. She slipped in, laying her coat and bag down on the couch that was along one wall, and knelt next to Mena, taking in her friend’s appearance. It was clear that she’d been crying, her eyes were red rimmed and a little swollen, and her hair was still partly in the arrangement she’d worn to the Masque. Has she slept? Loir asked herself, her brows furrowing as she reached for Mena’s hands. They were ice cold, her fingertips were even a little red, so Loir squeezed them gently.

“Come on, love,” she said quietly. “Why don’t you and Laurent nap while the Priestess and I do our part?”

Mena stared at her for a long moment, her eyes clearly showing her deep grief and soul-deep loneliness. Loir waited, her thumbs idly rubbing circles on the backs of her friend’s hands. Mena drew in a shuddering breath and said, “Yes. Yes, that’s what we should do next.”

An Acolyte of Elua gently touched Mena’s shoulder, drawing her attention and encouraging her to stand. “Please, follow me, Sister. Let us care for you so you can care for the dead.”

Loir smiled encouragingly as Mena and Laurent were led away before she stood and retrieved her bag. When his wife had died, Loir had spoken at length to Olivier about how death was handled in Jebe-Barkal. He had been fascinated and had asked her to carry out a few of the things she had mentioned when his time came. She laid out the contents of her bag on her side of his body and looked over at the Priestess who would be helping her prepare his body for entombment. The woman smiled gently, and Loir returned her smile, then turned and took her first good, long look at Olivier. The toll his sickness had taken on him was visible in the frailty left behind. She closed her eyes for a moment, speaking to Elua and the goddess of death who she’d grown up with as well, asking them to care for the man who helped raise her, who’d taken her in without question, who’d been the sun for everyone who knew him. Opening her eyes, she spoke to him. “Olivier Mathan nò Heliotrope, beloved of so many, guiding light of Heliotrope, I come to you humbly, as your graveminder. My hands will be the last that touch your body, may they convey to your spirit our love and respect. My hands will be the last ones to seal your tomb, may you be welcomed into the afterlife by all that have gone before you. My body will be the last one to leave your graveside vigil, may you flourish in Terre d’Ange Beyond in perfect love and health until we meet again.”

She took a deep breath, reaching to uncover him and start his preparations with hands that did not shake.

~

The week since Olivier’s death had passed as a blur for Mena. She felt like she was moving through her life under someone else’s control for the first four days, but now she was feeling more lucid. Mourning in Helitrope was a serious and sacred affair, so much so that the wake seemed to materialize over night. She stood on the back porch, watching the sun inch closer to the horizon. It was a moment of peace, something she hadn’t felt this whole week and knew would not come again until the funeral was completed. That was three days away though, first came the wake. She would receive mourners for the next three nights, from dusk to dawn. At dawn on the third day, his funeral would be held in their tradition. 

She sighed and headed inside towards the front parlor. The entire House was present, spilling through the public rooms, already speaking quietly among themselves. None of them had seen Olivier yet, they would when the parlor was opened. Mena stepped through them, giving and accepting sympathy as she went. Pausing at the parlor doors, she turned and said, “My House, my family, join me in remembering our departed Olivier as he wanted. Eat and drink freely, let merriment fill you if it comes.”

With that she opened the doors and stepped in. Olivier was laid in the middle of the room on a wooden table. He was dressed in what he’d selected: a pair of pants made by his late wife, a sweater knitted for him by Mena, and a shirt selected by Laurent. Where the flowers had been found, Mena did not know, but he was surrounded by gentle banks of all varieties of sun-following flowers, the bright yellow of sunflowers somehow existing with the purples of the ground covering heliotropes. He had a gentle smile on his face, and a wreath of flowers and grasses adorned his head. Loir stepped close to her, sliding her arm around Mena’s waist and leaning her head on her shoulder. Mena returned her gentle hug and said, “Vouloir, he looks splendid. You have made us all proud. Will you stay with me while the mourners come? For a while anyway.”

Loir nodded and gestured towards the door, “Of course, my friend. Here they come now.”

~

Petrea nó Cereus, Second of Cereus House entered the Heliotrope House quietly. She had made sure that she would be among the first to arrive, wanting to show both the respect of her position and the support to her friend. She took in the assembled adepts who murmured quietly amongst themselves, a somber air filling the hallways and public rooms. She scanned the space for Mena, but did not see her in the groups gathered there. Petrea made her way towards the parlor, where she knew the late Dowayne would be lying in state, offering gentle smiles and soft words of sympathy to those she passed. She could see the depth of sadness in everyone’s eyes. It was a far different atmosphere than the highly formal one of Gerault’s funeral. Olivier had so clearly been loved, and Petrea’s heart ached for the members of Heliotrope House. If only it could have been so with her passed Dowayne.

Moving into the front parlor, Petrea’s eyes landed on Mena, who stood near Olivier’s body, another woman—perhaps this was Loir?—leaning on her shoulder. Petrea approached silently, not wanting to interrupt. She stepped up to Olivier, so lovely in his vestments, so peaceful in death, his soul gone to True Terre d’Ange Beyond, his body surrounded by beautiful flowers. His body had been carefully prepared, and he looked…loved…was, again, the word that came to Petrea’s mind. This was a manifestation of Blessed Elua’s tenet. Heliotrope House had truly loved Olivier, and they showed that love for him in this way.

Raising her eyes from the bier, Petrea met Mena’s eyes and offered a small smile. She walked around to her friend and gave her the kiss of greeting. “Mena,” she said, taking her friend’s hands. “On behalf of Dowayne Aliksandria and all of Cereus House, please accept our deepest condolences on your loss.” She bit her lip and looked away from a brief moment, thinking carefully on her next words before continuing. “Aliks did so wish that she could come to pay respects personally upon the death of another Dowayne. She is, however, somewhat unwell, and we did not want to risk bringing any sickness to your House.” Petrea paused, then spoke again, her voice softer. “I also wanted to come see you myself. To visit you as, well, as a friend. To offer any support. Please know that I am here for you in this difficult time.”

Mena gently squeezed Petrea’s hands. “Thank you for coming, my friend. I hope Aliks feels better soon, being sick in the winter is miserable.”

She looked at the ceiling for a minute, inhaling deeply before she looked back at Petrea. “I wish that Gerault had allowed you out of your House, I am sure you would have loved Olivier, and I know he would have loved you. Please,” she said and gently squeezed Petrea’s hands again, “come and visit. We’d love to shower you with the love you deserve.”

Petrea’s smile wobbled slightly at the sentiment. She then turned to the younger woman standing with Mena. “You must be Loir. It is my pleasure to meet you. Mena speaks so highly of you, and I am pleased to finally have the chance to see you in person. I wish it could have been under different circumstances.”

Loir took Petrea’s hands in hers. “Petrea, it is wonderful to meet you as well. Thank you so much for coming and for your condolences, it means so much to me and to the House.”

Petrea glanced around the room and saw that there were other mourners, but none stood close enough to hear their conversation. She leaned in close, her voice barely above a whisper. “I assume you are now the Dowayne, Mena, and Loir—” She glanced at the other woman. “—I am guessing that you will be named Second. As Cereus House has a new Dowayne and Second, we are familiar with the changes and upheaval it can cause within a House.” Her lip raised in a wry look. “Although I suspect your change in leadership will be far smoother than ours. I, personally, and Cereus House in its position in the Night Court, will do whatever we can to help you with this transition. We are all here for you.”

Mena smiled gently, “Thank you for that. Luckily for us, Olivier was very sick for a very long time. I have been working as Dowayne privately for more than a year. I will, of course, come and call you for advice with the public aspect.”

Loir’s laugh was less restrained, “I will certainly come see you. We Seconds have to work together since we get to do the dirty work. Speaking of that—” She leaned in closer to Petrea. “—If I’d had any idea how terrible Gerault was behind closed doors, I would have come and sped his return to Elua for you.” She winked before stepping away to speak to another adept.

Petrea bit her lip to hold in her laugh at Loir’s candor, so appreciative of the support she knew she now had in this House. She gave Mena’s hands one last squeeze. “I will let you greet the rest of your guests. Please do call on me.” She stepped away and made her way through the crowd gathering around Olivier.

~

Adam nó Heliotrope sat in a corner on the grand staircase in the main foyer of the House, pressed against the wall next to his best friend, Alain. The two young men often found themselves in such a position—pressed together, hidden away. Olivier often found them where they shouldn’t be, spying on events they shouldn’t. But he would find them hiding no more. 

“What are you thinking, sweets?” Alain whispered, using their private nickname for each other. His arm was wrapped around Adam’s shoulders, and Adam’s wound around Alain’s waist. 

“I couldn’t pick out a particular thought. Everything is so jumbled up. This doesn’t feel real,” Adam murmured back. Olivier’s death felt impossible to Adam. Olivier had been Dowayne for Adam and Alain’s entire lives; they had known no other steering the steadfast ship of Heliotrope. Having never known his own father, Adam looked up to Olivier like one. How did a young man go on without his father? Adam had loved Olivier so fiercely. Tears welled in his eyes, and his throat tightened. He buried his face in Alain’s shoulder, clutching his waist as though his friend could hold him steady in the sea of grief.

Alain ran a hand through Adam’s hair and made soothing sounds. His own sadness was not as sharp, for he has come to the House not as a babe, but a young boy. “You know I will always take care of you, right?” Adam nodded, his tears staining Alain’s shirt. He kissed Adam’s head and gave his shoulder a squeeze. “Why don’t we go back to our rooms? I think you need some privacy to grieve appropriately.”

The two stood, almost as one. Alain put a hand on Adam’s back and guided him up the stairs and back to their quarters. They moved silently, as they always did, slipping away unnoticed. 

~

Niklos arrived in the big, glittery family coach. A pair of cousins arrived with him; they’d been patrons in Heliotrope one of the years he wasn’t in the City. Their mood was somber, and well it should be. Olivier had been well known and well loved in the City, and his loss was a difficult one. Upon their entrance, they were directed toward the parlor, and Niklos could already see a crowd gathering near the bier. He thought he spotted both Mena and Loir in that direction and looked to his cousins. “You don’t have to follow me, but I hope you will pay your respects to the new Dowayne and the House.” With a brief nod from both of them, Niklos turned and moved slowly towards Mena, murmuring his sympathies to any member of Heliotrope that he passed.

He recognised the stately woman speaking to Mena as the Dowayne of Dahlia House. She grasped the Heliotrope adept’s hands warmly, a kind and gentle smile on her face as she offered soft words of comfort and strength to her. No more than that, she did not take up much time, but Jocaste ever had a large heart, so she had come to offer what comfort she could. 

She nodded to Mena and the other Heliotrope at her side, before lifting her skirt and stepping back to free her for the next person seeking her time. 

He slipped up to Mena quietly, having nodded to Jocaste as he passed her. He was familiar enough with the Dowayne of Dahlia House, as she had helped facilitate his chess matches earlier in the year. He rested a hand on Mena’s upper arm and leaned in, whispering his condolences to her softly and promising her that he would be in touch soon. He thought to invite her to dinner away from the House, once things had settled once again.

A Year in Review and Looking Ahead

Cereus House was abuzz with activity as servants and adepts alike prepared for the upcoming Midwinter Masque. It was the highlight of the year for the House, and this year had been one of changes, to put it mildly.

Petrea nó Cereus sat in the Second’s bedchamber, waiting for her friend Aimée nó Cereus to arrive so that they could dress together. Petrea marvelled at how different this was from a year ago. This time last year, Aimée had been ensconced with Aliksandria—then Second herself—drinking wine, giggling, and likely just getting out of bed from an afternoon romp, to begin dressing in finery for the masque. Petrea had been alone in her own room, her plain costume laid out on her bed. Marielle had poked her head in and asked about borrowing thread to fix up some mishap with a mask or dress or trousers. 

But this year, Petrea was the Second. And Aimée was not in bed with Aliks. She was on her way to Petrea’s room. Their friendship had blossomed over the year, and with Aimée’s assistance—and the invaluable advice of the Seconds from Dahlia and Heliotrope Houses—she was beginning to feel less like she was fighting stormy seas in a rowboat. 

Aliks was now the Dowayne. An overburdened, burnt out Dowayne, thanks to the untimely death of her predecessor, Gerault, who had kept so many secrets from her, they might never truly discover them all. Petrea’s heart went out to her best friend, who spent her days locked in the Dowayne’s office, seemingly only emerging in the wee hours of the morning to take in a few hours of sleep. At the same time, Petrea wished that Aliks had taken more time to help train her, so that she need not turn to others for help. But almost more than that, Petrea wished that Aliks’s and Aimée’s relationship had not become so deeply damaged and strained. She knew that Aimée was hurt and angry. Aimée did not want to discuss the intricacies of their relationship, so Petrea did not pry. 

Petrea knew that Aliks could not push the two of them away forever. She knew that Aliks needed both of them. And Aimée and Petrea both needed Aliks. But greater than their personal feelings, Cereus House needed the three of them to come together to bring it back to its glory.

~

The Shahrizai townhouse was quietly gearing up for the Longest Night. Numerous cousins had flooded into the City as the days got shorter, and there was a constant flow of invitations to various fêtes on the actual night. A number of the older members of the family were invited to the event at the Palace, and the younger members had invitations to the houses of their friends in the City. All save Niklos, whose invite lingered on his desk. Not just an invitation, but an invitation with a token. His invitation was signed by Petrea nó Cereus and was for the Masquerade on Mont Nuit itself. That news had been a wildfire amongst House Shahrizai when it arrived. Older family members commented that they couldn’t recall the last time a Shahrizai had been invited to spend the Longest Night on Mont Nuit, and the younger cousins pestered Niklos about how he had received the token and why he had been singled out. All he could tell them was that he had spent a significant amount of time in the City since he had arrived this year, and apparently his attempts to make connections with people were paying off. There were numerous late night conversations in the library, and Niklos had explained his plans to the family. The Longest Night would be a time for them all to enjoy themselves…and to gather what information they could; there was already a strategy going into the new year.

~

The Heliotrope carriage ride to Cereus House was uncharacteristically silent. News of Dowayne Olivier’s death hit the House hard, he was deeply beloved and had been their Dowayne for decades. Even though they had all been preparing for months, it still hit them like a kick to the chest. 

None were hit as hard as Mena, the new Dowayne. Olivier was her grandfather, the man who raised her, taught her about Elua and Namaah, who’d shown her love that truly felt like the gentle, constant rays of the sun. The death of his wife, her grandmother, a decade prior was hard, but this was crushing. She knew that his presence, his reputation, had kept her shielded from a lot of things that could come crashing down on her. In the back of her mind, she hoped that the affection people had for him could be transferred in some way to her. The coming months would likely be hard ones; his funeral would have to be held right at the start of the new year, his estate would need to be handled, the House still needed to be kept together, and she had an uneasy feeling about Kyrie. Someone as full of hatred, entitlement, and heresy was not going to go away as quietly as it seemed he had. Without Olivier, she felt adrift, like she had no idea where to begin. Tonight was easy, the House would attend the Midwinter Masque, they would throw themselves into the revelry in Olivier’s honor. Tomorrow would come, but tonight was for Olivier.

~

As she did every night before laying down her head for sleep, Rosanna prayed. At the niche in her bedchamber, where incense burned and offerings were made, she closed her eyes and bowed her head.

In turn, she repeated the prayers taught to her in childhood, turning to the comfort she always found in the presence of the divine. One by one, she spoke the names of the angels from whom her people descended, who to this day watched over them all in times of peace and turmoil. 

Azza the Navigator, Anael the Good Steward, Camael the Flaming Sword, Cassiel the Perfect Companion, Eisheth Lady of Healing and Music, Kushiel the Punisher, Naamah the Bright Lady, and Shemhazai of Keen Mind

A little rhyme was gifted to each Companion, and from them she named a facet of her life where their guidance would be appreciated.Only in the most dire of times did she outright ask for anything from the angels. 

Now was not such a time…yet she still felt very much in need of some divine intervention, even just a little. 

This year had begun with the change in her path as a servant of Naamah, progressing forward toward that aspiration she had so longed for. Yet, for her to ascend from the office of Second to Dowyane, she lost the mentor who named her to that position to begin with. Eitene was surely a character and for some an acquired taste, but he was her dear friend, someone who believed in her even when the Dowayne before him expressed doubts. 

And now he was off to live his happily ever after with the Lord he adored, out in the idyllic countryside. Truly she was glad for him. It was a fairytale, and he deserved his happiness. 

Leaving her to run Valerian House. Her dream.

Which was more intimidating than she had allowed herself to understand. Even with her own Second, Tryphosa, to help with the many responsibilities, the sheer volume of planning, especially for the Longest Night, was nigh overwhelming. Seeking solace, she had gone to the temple district on her usual weekly schedule, and where now she became acquainted with a fellow leader of the Court of Night Blooming Flowers. Together they began attending services, discussing faith and duty. Slowly but surely, the worry subsided.

Now the Prince was set to ascend, too. They would have a new King. On her very first Longest Night as Dowayne. It felt as though the stars were aligning.

Snuffing the candles, she left an offering of wine and sweets then pulled herself to bed. Everything was falling into place, no matter if she was prepared or not. Best she face the dawn with a good night’s sleep and faith in the powers that be that all would be well.

~

At the end of next year, Gustav will become King of Terre d’Ange.

Odilia had barely slept since Lord Maël had come to bring the news. Too many thoughts roiled through her head. Was he ready? What help did he need? What could she do? What was her place and responsibility to do? His letters, sent regularly over the years he had been gone from the city at his studies in the Rocaille University, had a special place in her private desk, kept under lock in their own drawer, but she had read them enough that she hardly needed to look at them to remember his words. 

Ah, his words! Young and impassioned, excited to share with her all of his triumphs and asking her advice on his challenges. Some of them had been sent with small gifts, books and bookmarks, or a fine new pen with an inlaid handle, some were only his words and his honest voice. It was strange, she thought abstractly, to feel such a rush of true and dear affection in her chest for the young man in her letters. He hadn’t signed them with his title, only his name, which had made it easier to let herself forget who he was. Then the plague changed it all. He was poised to rise like a brilliant star, shining in glory for the entire country. She was a loyal subject, surely that was the only reason why she worried for how to help him. He was to be her king, it was her duty to serve the crown in whatever it needed. It couldn’t be anything more than that. 

“Odilia?”

She came back to herself with a sharp blink, refocusing on the details of her personal dressing room and tearing her eyes away from the chessboard before her. 

Silvére hovered in the door. “Are you ready? We’re gathering for the procession over to Cereus.”

“Yes,” she said, rising. “Yes, I am ready.”

She was an adept of Dahlia House, she had to be ready for whatever would come next. Upright and Unbending. 

~

Manuel Cassid sank to his knees, preparing—as he had every year since the age of ten—to offer prayers to the Perfect Companion on the Longest Night. This night, however, he was praying not just for himself, but perhaps for his entire country. And unlike every other Vigil, he was not alone.

Kneeling beside the Cassiline brother, Gustav closed his eyes and allowed his thoughts to quiet, sinking into a meditative calm as he began the Vigil. While the rest of the city danced and drank and feted the night away, waiting for the midnight hour when the Sun Prince would return to rejuvenate his Winter Queen and begin the cycle of the year again, he would kneel in Cassiel’s Vigil. 

He prayed, like he had truly never prayed before. 

Cassiel, he whispered silently in his heart, Guide me in this year to come, that I may be the Perfect Companion to my country. As Cassiel was the Perfect Companion to Elua, what was a king but a perfect companion to his people? 

He still had so far to go.

The sun slowly set over the City, and the Longest Night began. 

The Sun Also Sets

After visiting Bryony, time flowed more normally. Mena went to Cereus for tea and made friends with Petrea, while Loir wrote weekly about the goings on at Laurent’s. Mena’s aunts visited with their families, and Olivier seemed to slow his decline. Business in Heliotrope carried on as it always did: two babies were born, a novice left them for Balm while one joined them from Dahlia and another from Camelia, a marque was made and a party was thrown, and Mena felt herself relaxing. She even resumed seeing patrons, something that she realized she had missed. 

All her life, she had been told that love was the warmth of the sun, but she realized that she’d not really understood that to the depths of her soul. Mena had never seen mountains, but she’d listened to the dye merchants one evening tell of how they dominated the sky, how their shadows were cold and complete no matter the position of the sun, how there was snow on some that never melted, and above all, how they were dangerous beyond comprehension. She, in that, understood that Kyrie was like that, blocking out the warmth of love from all around him and bringing with him a risk of ruin and demise. It took all she had to not shiver as she listened, but she allowed herself to pull her shawl tighter around her shoulders. A mug of hot cider appeared in her vision, and she looked up to see the smiling face of the caravan leader. He was young for a leader, but his men trusted him completely, something that was honestly rare at any age. 

She wrapped her hands around the mug and smiled back at him. “Thank you, how did you know this was what I needed?”

His smile was easy and open, making his already handsome face breathtaking. ‘“You don’t have to be a Heliotrope to know what people need, Dowayne.” His tone was light and teasing, she found her smile widening. He went on,“Make sure you ask Dom about what he saved us from on this trip. And make sure you get warm, Dowayne”

Mena couldn’t respond because the man slipped away back to his seat across the room. She watched as he sat down in a plush chair and picked up his own steaming mug of cider. He was seated alone, though a nearby adept leaned over and whispered to him, making him laugh easily. Gods, he was gorgeous, dark hair, tanned skin, strong frame. She realized that, even though his caravan had been coming to them for over a year, she somehow did not know his name.

“I barely know what else to tell you all, surely someone has questions,” the man speaking, who had to be named Dom, asked, good humor lacing his tone. 

Mena shifted to sit up more and cleared her throat. “I have one for our brave visitor. I heard a rumor that you did more than just look at mountains and think of their dangers. Please tell us about your bravery so we can celebrate you as you deserve.”

Dom blushed to the tips of his ears and down the open neck of his shirt, looking immediately at his leader. “Boss, really?”

Mena looked over at the leader, seeing his ready grin, how he didn’t answer but raised his mug and an eyebrow at Dom. Dom sighed. “Have any of you ever seen a brown bear the size of a horse?”

~

As the yearly Cereus Masque looked closer and closer, Mena felt unexplained tension rising. She checked and rechecked that preparations were going to plan; they were. The adepts and novices were all doing well, including the two who would have their debut at the Masque; nothing out of the ordinary. The House was in good physical repair, the larder and pantry were full to the brim thanks in part to how busy the House was after the Plague. The dye merchant, who still had not introduced himself, and his caravan had just left to return to their hometowns for the solstice. The House was quieter in their absence, something she didn’t think she’d notice as acutely as she did. 

Perhaps it was personal, this feeling of rising tension. She had not heard from Kyrian in months, and while that should be good news, it was a fact that made her uneasy. A knock at the door to her rooms pulled her thoughts back to the present. Happily pushing Kyrian out of her mind, she called out, “Yes, come in.”

It took a moment, but in came one of the children, a boy around two with deep auburn hair and big brown eyes, with an envelope held in each hand, his face showing deep concentration as he crossed the carpets on unsteady legs. Mena smiled, big and bright, beckoning to him. “Oh, baby James! I see you’ve brought me my letters!”

James happily babbled an answer and sped up, excited now to reach her. Mena had no idea how it was in other Houses, but in Heliotrope, babies and children stayed with their parents. Their nursery only got used in the evenings, when someone was ill, or if a foundling had just arrived. Mena leaned down and scooped James up onto her lap, making a silly noise when she did to encourage a laugh from him. “Why thank you for bringing me the post, sweet boy,” she said as she extracted the letters from his chubby little hands. They were surprisingly unwrinkled given how they’d gotten to her. She set them aside and focused on James. “Now, let’s see if you’re still as ticklish as you were yesterday!”

He was; his laughter rang through her rooms and down the hall. Mena laughed along with him, pretending that he’d trapped her when his hands tangled in her hair. She played with him like this until his mother came around the corner. “Alright my sweet angel, let’s go get some food and let Mena open her letters.”

Mena made a show of holding onto James for a minute, enjoying the way he laughed. When he was back in his mother’s arms she said, “He is such a sweet, happy baby. You were truly blessed to have him.”

His mother smiled, pressing a kiss to the top of his head as she left, her response trailing off as she left Mena’s rooms.  “I know. I just love him so much.”

For a minute, Mena just sat there, the feeling of longing for love and closeness washing over her. That was a problem for another day, she knew, but sometimes her rooms felt too quiet.

She sighed and looked at the letters. One was from Olivier and the other was from Loir, neither one a surprise. Loir wrote every week, letting Mena know how things were going, telling her about the visits from her aunts and many of Olivier’s friends, as well as giving her any updates from the churigeons. She set that one aside for after Olivier’s. Carefully opening the envelope, she pulled out the single sheet of paper. The handwriting was the same, albeit shakier than it had been. Still, she smiled, he had taken the energy to write her and in her mind’s eye she could see him, a lap desk with an ink bottle balancing precariously on his lap, writing her this letter:

My dearest baby duck, it has been a while since I called you that. It’s true still, you are and always will be my baby duck. Things here are going as expected. I know that you’ll think that you want to come visit, but we both know you are too busy right now. Don’t worry, I know that you’d be here every second if that was possible. I wanted you to know that I love you more than all the snowflakes that fall in winter and more than all the rain that comes in the summer. You have done well with the House, perhaps better than I did when I was Second. I have no doubt that you will be the best Dowayne. I know too that you are lonely, lacking your own sun to bask in. It will come, my sweetest baby duck, it will come, and it will be like the rain never existed. I am getting tired now, I will end with this: you are loved, so deeply. Never doubt that. I have loved you since you were born, Always, Your Gran-perè

She sat for a minute, holding the letter to her chest, tears gathering slowly on her lashline, a few managing to spill down her cheeks. He knew, as he always did, exactly what she needed. 

~

The day of Cereus’s Midwinter Masquerade dawned cold, bitingly so, with high, thin clouds. The sun’s rays slid slowly through the streets and across rooftops to reach Mena where she stood on her balcony, bundled against the cold. She had no idea why she woke up in the haze of pre-dawn, she just had. It was rare this time of year to see the sunrise, so she had taken the opportunity to step out and watch the winter sun rise above the rooftops of the City, the castle, and Mont Nuit. After a few minutes, she went back to her bed to sleep until midday.

She thought that she would sleep fitfully, but she had instead fallen deeply asleep as soon as her head hit her pillows. The smell of coffee and fresh bread pulled her into wakefulness, and when she opened her eyes, she smiled. There was Claudette, her favorite maid, with a tray and her usual bright smile. “M’lady Mena,” she said with her heavy rustic accent. “It’s time to get up and eat! Then I’ll help you with your hair. The party should be great fun this year!”

Mena stretched, surprised at how rested she felt, sitting up and taking the tray with a nod of thanks. “That it should Claudette. Will you be spending the evening with the rest of the servants?”

“Aye, I will! It’s my first Midwinter party, I am very excited!”

Mena smiled. “What House is hosting the servants’ ball this year?”

Claudette was pulling Mena’s costume out of her wardrobe, fluffing it out before laying it over one of the overstuffed chairs. “That would be Jasmine, m’lady.”

Mena reached out and put her hand on Claudette’s arm. “Just Mena, Claudette.” She laughed. “I know it’s hard to adjust, but I promise, the only lords and ladies are the ones that come visit us.”

Claudette laughed easily and heartily. “I know mi-Mena,” she said while she laid out what she needed to do Mena’s hair. “And you’re right, it is hard to adjust. Not every House is as relaxed as Heliotrope.”

Mena knew Claudette’s family had worked for a different House for several generations, though she didn’t know which one specifically. “Mm,” she said, nodding. “You say that Jasmine is hosting? You really got lucky that the first Midwinter you’re old enough to attend, the party is there. That is one thing off my mind, however, I know that all of you will be happy and have a wonderful celebration this evening.”

She got up and moved to the stool so Claudette could start on her hair. The time passed easily since they were able to talk comfortably with each other. Soon it was time to get into her costume, and Mena started to feel excited for the evening. Technically, she could get in and out of the dress on her own, but she let Claudette continue to fuss over her. 

Mena was about to put her mask on when she heard the front door of the House slam open. She jumped, her heart in her throat immediately, though she didn’t move. It was like her feet were frozen to the floor. There was a commotion, and she heard several pairs of feet running up the stairs and down the hall. Time seemed to slow, seconds stretched out to an eternity as Loir’s tear-streaked face came into view. The young woman skidded to a halt, her hands braced on the doorframe, her eyes locked on Mena’s. The world started to shift under her feet and she knew: he was gone.

…And Two for Tea

It was her second attempt at afternoon tea, and Petrea no Cereus prayed this one would be more successful than her first. But had her first truly been a failure? For certain, she had received valuable advice from Second Odilia—as she kept reminding herself—and, yet, she had failed at gaining any modicum of friendship or trust with her Dahlia counterpart. Petrea had tried to be oblique in her questions, attempting to be respectful of the other’s privacy and not wanting to look like she was trying to be manipulative with her overtures, but it seemed as though she should have been more direct. It did make sense, though. After all, would the woman truly wish to keep her relationship with the Dauphin private if she had engaged in such a public display?

“Ow!” Petrea exclaimed, as Aimee once again snagged the brush in her hair. “Are you trying to tear my scalp?”

Aimee patted Petrea’s head. “If you weren’t fidgeting so much, the brush wouldn’t get tangled. Now sit still,” she scolded.

Petrea locked her hands in her lap and glared at her friend in the mirror. “I’m nervous. Again.”

Aimee gave her a soft look. “I know, but Philomena is known to have a more…gentle…open, perhaps? disposition than Odilia—”

“It’s Second Philomena! And Second Odilia!” Petrea interrupted harshly.

Aimee rolled her eyes in the mirror. “We’re in private, Second Petrea,” she said with more than a hint of sarcasm. “We can speak plainly. As we always have.” 

She soothed a hand through Petrea’s long, blonde locks, gently untangling them before going back to the business of brushing them out. She took out her pins and spent the next hour carefully styling Petrea’s hair in an elegant updo for her afternoon engagement. They chatted about the business of the House as Aimee helped Petrea dress, with Aimee giving Petrea her usual rundown of the week’s goings on and necessary updates for service. Petrea told Aimee about assignations and patron appointments, Aimee replying with any insight she had from adepts. The two women had been collaborating for months now, working almost as one as their Dowayne continued to find herself desperately struggling to regain footing. As Cereus House goes, so goes the Night Court, and so Cereus House must rise to its feet once more. The damage done to its reputation by the late Dowayne was a hard situation to overcome—not insurmountable—and it was taking every ounce of Aliksandria’s depleted energy.

Aimee was pleased with her choice of a deep blue frock of silk and lace, trimmed in cream and accented by pearl earbobs and delicate silver necklace and bracelet for Petrea. She had pinned Petrea’s long hair in an understated twist at the back of her head and dabbed just a hint of rouge on her cheeks. 

“There,” she said with a nod and a final onceover. “You look the part.”

Petrea straightened and rolled her shoulders back, the mask of her Cereus House training slipping over her face. “Well, then let us go to tea.”

~

Aimee was, once again, to serve tea and refreshments and Marielle to escort Petrea’s guest to the salon. Should Petrea decide to ask Aimee to join them, she would ring the bell, at which point Marielle would enter, and Aimee would be summoned. Cook had also made up a batch of petit fours. She had been unhappy not to hear praise from the Dahlia Second, but Petrea assured Cook that they had been as delicious as ever. Petrea hoped that the Heliotrope Second might spare a word for Cook, who worked so hard.

Petrea sat on the chaise in the same salon where she had hosted Second Odilia. She smiled to herself at the notion of the “parade of Seconds” and wondered what gossip might spread were she to actually begin inviting every Second from Mont Nuit to tea. Perhaps she could invite Santiago, simply to start tongues wagging. Petrea immediately dismissed the idea, knowing that there was plenty enough gossip about the goings on at Cereus House and her personal relationship with the Orchis Second, and the last thing she needed was more speculation of the crumbling of its reputation. It was her job to rebuild the name of the First and Foremost House with Aliks, and she would do nothing to thwart those efforts. The salon had been swept and dusted top to bottom, every cushion beaten within an inch of its life, the table gleamed with polish, and the fire in the hearth crackled merrily.

Petrea fiddled with the silver bracelet on her wrist and wondered how the afternoon would proceed. Her prior engagement had been both more and less successful than she had hoped, so Petrea made the decision to expect nothing of this meeting. She knew little of Philomena nó Heliotrope, save that she had been out of the City of Elua on personal business and that she had been harassed by the problematic nobleman Kyrian. Petrea could not help but wrinkle her nose at the thought of him. Word had it that he had been arrested—or perhaps banished from the City?—after some violent incident at Heliotrope House. The details were sparse, and Petrea had chosen not to press anyone for detail. While she needed to be knowledgeable about events and happenings, and she needed to be making alliances and friendships, she held steadfast to her belief that one should maintain their privacy. It was a razor’s edge to walk, but she was used to it.

A light knock came at the door, startling Petrea from her reverie. Marielle peeked her head in the door. “Your guest has arrived. Would you like me to show her in?”

Petrea rose gracefully and gave Marielle a practiced smile. “Please do so. Thank you.” With a last smoothing of her skirts, she raised her chin and prepared to greet Second Philomena. 

~

Mena straightened her cloak against the cold and knocked on Cereus’s door. The invitation to have friendly tea with Petrea was too good to pass up, so she’d made sure to clear her schedule. It hadn’t proved too hard, given that she was still not taking Patrons, but it had still required a bit of juggling.

She was familiar with Petrea, the newly appointed Second, from past dealings with the House, but she was looking forward to getting to know her better. Mena was realizing how few friends outside of her House had, a fact she despised and was determined to change. This was a golden opportunity she was not going to let slip past her.

A young adept greeted Mena warmly at the door, took her cloak and handed it off to a butler, then led her to a small salon off the main hallway. “Pet…er, Second Petrea is looking forward to your company,” the girl said, giving Mena a genteel smile as she opened the door after giving a light knock. “Your guest has arrived,” she said to her Second, who waited inside. “May I show her in?” Petrea must have indicated for her to do so, as the adept turned to Mena and gestured her in. “I hope that you two have a lovely afternoon.” The young woman withdrew down the hallway.

~

Petrea gave her guest the practiced smile of a Night Court adept as the Second of Heliotrope entered the room. “Second Philomena, please come in.” She indicated the small sofa in front of a low wooden table. “I am so pleased that you accepted my invitation. Please, do make yourself comfortable.”

Mena raised her eyebrow at the highly formal greeting and settled herself on the indicated sofa. What an odd thing. “I am very glad to be invited. Please, no need to stand on ceremony, call me Mena. Not only are we equals, I’d like us to become friends. I have so few outside the House these days.” She smiled warmly at Petrea, who seemed to falter ever so slightly at her comment.

Petrea sat down opposite Mena, smoothing her dress in what could have been a nervous movement as she did. “I apologize. I am new to all of this, and I thought that it was customary to use formal titles when speaking with each other.”

“Goodness, no, not that I’ve ever heard. I do suppose there are some Houses and people that take these things very seriously, but the majority of us don’t hold that belief.” She gave a small shrug.

Petrea’s entire body seemed to lose some of its rigidity at that. “I must admit that I am pleased to hear that. I feared that I had been embarrassing myself in my casual speech these last few months.”

Mena was taken aback. What in Blessed Elua’s name had happened to this woman? “Embarrass yourself? What could you do to embarrass yourself? We’re all peers here in the Night Court, we all serve Namaah just the same. Besides Dowaynes, only the most insufferable would ask to be addressed by their title. I have never been asked to, and even if I had, I wouldn’t. We serve Namaah and Elua, not an adept’s ego.” She fanned herself with her hand and smiled. “Sorry, I get heated about certain things. I was raised to take over, and Olivier made sure I understood the traditions. Trust me, you’ve done nothing wrong, Petrea.”

Petrea’s smile was more genuine than her first. “I appreciate that. I have been working hard to learn my place as Second.” She laughed lightly. “I have to admit that it is exactly as difficult as I expected. Well, not that I expected this, but I hope you understand the sentiment.”

Mena nodded. “You never planned to become Second, I understand. Not to mention the way your late Dowayne tried to grind the House and its adepts beneath his heel,” she said gently. “I would imagine that this is not an easy situation for anyone here, let alone you and Aliks. But the word going around is that Cereus House is starting to turn a corner?”

Petrea tucked her hair behind her ear—again, perhaps an unconsciously nervous gesture—and dipped her chin. “We can only hope.” She pinned Mena with a hard look. “Geraut poisoned our House. That is no secret. The Night Court and the entire City of Elua knew of his terrible behavior.” Her eyes flashed. “It will not be an easy climb out of the ditch he dug.”

If Mena was surprised by the vehemence in Petrea’s words, she did not show it. She had heard all about Gerault’s temper, his poor treatment of his adepts, his terrible management of the House’s finances and gambling losses at Bryony House. Word had slipped out to her that Petrea had often been the target of his temper. Perhaps it was some rebellion on her part that sent her to Orchis House? Or perhaps it was just a need to escape? Instead of asking, Mena simply said, “It is a climb you can do, I am sure of it. I and all of Heliotrope will be ready and willing to lend a hand as you might need.”

Petrea nodded at the offer. “Shall I ring for tea?” She asked.

At Mena’s nod, she picked up a small, silver bell and rang it. Moments later, Marielle and another young woman entered, carrying a glimmering silver tea set and tray of desserts, and delicate, gilded cups and saucers painted daintily with the cereus flower. 

Mena gave a long, appraising look over the refreshments. She could tell that someone had put much care into the preparation of the desserts. “These are absolutely beautiful,” she said. “Please give my compliments to your cook.”

Petrea’s face brightened. “Oh thank you, we will! The petit fours are Cook’s specialty, and she prides herself on them. She will be so pleased to hear your compliment. You will have to let me know what you think of the flavors. She does so love to hear guests’ opinions.” Petrea’s eyes twinkled. “She claims that she likes to know if someone doesn’t like something, but I think she only wants the compliments.”

Mena laughed. She knew how much expressions of appreciation meant to those who worked behind the scenes and would be sure to leave Petrea with some kind words to pass along to the cook. 

Petrea thanked the two younger adepts, assuring them she would ring if needed, and they withdrew, leaving the Seconds to themselves.

Mena accepted the tea that Petrea poured her and took one of the delicate cakes. “Oh my!” She exclaimed. “These are delicious! Please, do give my compliments to your cook. I can see why she would consider these her specialty.” Petrea smiled warmly at the compliment. 

Mena was quiet for a moment, savoring the flavor of the food and the tea. After a minute, she said, “I am not sure if it is widely known, but Heliotrope has notes on most everyone that we interact with. I admit though, I know almost nothing of you. Tell me, how did you come to be Cereus’s Second?”

Petrea took possibly longer than was necessary preparing her own drink and selecting a cake. After stirring her tea, she finally said, “Well, it was Aliks’s decision. She and I have been best friends since we both came to Cereus House as children and have a close bond. She was chosen by Gerault and his Dowayne to be the successor. She served for many years as the Second, learning of the leadership role. I do not know if she and Gerault ever spoke of her successor. But I do know that he would never have chosen me.” She gave Mena a wry smile. “I think he would have sooner chosen an alley cat.” Clearing her throat, she continued. “I do know that no one was being groomed to succeed Aliks, but that could simply have been another failure on Gerault’s part. I will not blame my friend for that.” She took a bite of her dessert, chewing carefully before resuming her story. “After his death, as the entire City is well aware, our House was a mess. We did not expect him to be taken by the plague, but perhaps we should have. If nothing else, I do not believe that Aliks knew just how bad things were under his leadership.” She waved a hand and shook her head. “But I’ll not speak of her knowledge and expectations. I know that she needed a Second. She chose me—quite to my surprise—and asked me to ensure that I could be responsible enough to take on the role.” Again, Petrea paused. Mena thought it seemed as though she was considering her next words. “I believe I might have been a difficult choice for her. But she knows that she can trust me. I am working diligently to keep that trust.” 

Mena listened carefully, listening and putting things together with what she knew already. “Before I say anything else, let me say this; you’re too lenient on Aliks. If she was trained for the role, then there is no excuse for her not to know how things are being handled within the House. I have been learning the job since I was in diapers, I can attest to what’s normal for a Second to know. Something as egregious as the man’s spending of House money, let alone his victimization of you and other adepts is something she should have known about. If we knew, and Gerault despised Olivier with every fiber of his being, let alone that we heard that it was to pry you away from Aliks, there is no reason for someone within the House to be ignorant.”

She had a sip of her tea, before she went on, “Why would you be a difficult choice? You have the drive to learn and excel at something, that is most of what makes good Seconds.”

“Aliks has a…close relationship…with another adept,” Petrea hedged. “She is much younger than us but potentially more responsible? More knowledgeable? More experienced with the House? Gerault did not like me. I was often the target of his temper—I don’t think that is any great secret. This led the other adepts not to trust me, to avoid me. They didn’t want to draw his ire by associating with me. This…other person…is far more trusted by the other adepts than I am. She knows everything that goes on in the House. Others go to her for help. I am Cereus trained; I know how to entertain patrons and how to charm guests at galas. I do not, however, know how to lead a House. I do not know the inner workings of the House.” Petrea bit her lip and looked away. “I do not know if I was Aliks’s first choice or simply her final one. Truth be told, I do not know why she chose me.”

Mena felt her eyes narrow. “Picking a lover to be your Second is a terrible idea. A Second often acts as the hand that manages things that a Dowayne can’t do officially, asking a lover to do them would end in disaster. Personally, I would think that you were perfect for it because he singled you out for mistreatment. He didn’t know his ass from a hole in the ground, why is anyone worried what he thought?”

She reached over and touched Petrea’s hand, “It is expected that you would have a harder time breaking free of him, even after he’s dead and gone. You’ll get there, though. As for why she chose you? In the end, it doesn’t even matter. She did, you agreed, and you want to do your best for your family. If there is anything I can do to help you, please let me know. I have been training one of my adepts to help me with tasks, a shadow Second if you will, I am more than willing to help you as well.”

Tears pricked Petrea’s eyes as Mena’s kind words. She had never received such sympathy from anyone. No one had come to her defense when Gerault berated her in front of the other adepts, and he had been careful to keep his ill treatment of her away from Aliks’s eyes, knowing as he did of their close relationship. Aimee had been a blessing from Elua in the days since Geraut’s death, and truly, Petrea could not have asked for a better compatriot as she waded the deep waters of her promotion.

“Mena,” she said quietly, but firmly. “I find gossip distasteful, and I do not wish to engage in it. Idle rumors have hurt me personally in the past, and I have seen them used as a weapon against others, as well. I do know, however, that, as Second, information is a valuable resource when it comes to making alliances and…placing myself correctly. I feel that I trust you, so I must ask that what we say here not leave the walls of this room.” Her gaze was almost beseeching. 

Mena nodded, “I do not betray confidences unless there is danger. You have my word.” While she herself had a firm line between ‘gossip’ and ‘information’, she understood Petrea’s position: between her lived experiences and the fact that not all members of the Night Court practiced discretion, it was understandable.

Petrea continued, “Ailks’s lover, Aimee—as you so clearly deduced—has become my right hand. I was surprised that Aliks did not name her Second, and I truly believe that Aimee would have made a good Second. Her knowledge complements my own and, together, we seem to be—” Petrea chuckled “—an excellent Second. When Aliks’s decision was made, I initially thought that Aimee was angry with me, that she resented me, that she did not respect me or think that I was a good choice. We had a long conversation, and I learned that it was not me, but Aliks with whom she was angry. Their relationship has failed somewhat since Aliks’s promotion, and that is painful for Aimee, who I fear feels neglected and uncared for. I don’t believe this was intentional on Aliks’s part. Aimee speaks little on the subject, and I do not wish to pry into a hurtful subject. I think that Aliks has been completely overwhelmed in cleaning up our House and has not had a moment to think about herself or her personal dealings. She has barely had a moment to speak to me. I do not know why she was in the dark about Gerault’s dealings, but it would seem that he purposely kept his Second in the dark about many things.”

Mena’s heart went out to poor Aimee. One should turn to their lover in times of strife or difficulty for comfort, not ignore them! And to not take time for one’s Second? A best friend? Truly tragic. “I am so sorry to hear of this strife between them, and between you and Aliks,” Mena said softly. “One should not turn inward in times of struggle. I am glad, though, that you and Aimee have found each other in this difficult time. The gem merchant that comes to see us says that all of their beautiful wares come from rocks, underground. Beautiful things often come from dark places.” 

“The House does not know that Aimee and I are working together—and, please, we do not want this to get out—simply that we have become close friends, and we have. It has been difficult for us, but she has become one of my dearest friends. It is said that bumpy roads lead to beautiful places, and our friendship is a beautiful place. But our shared leadership? Of that, we have told no one.” Petrea’s tone stressed this hard. “There are whispers of a fracture between Aimee and Aliks, but Aimee and I quash these at every time, brushing them off as Aliks being very busy. As Cereus House goes, so goes the Night Court. And I—well, I with Aimee—am the Second of Cereus House. There are things I do not know and that Aimee cannot help me with.” Petrea sighed and put down her teacup. “I need advice from experienced Seconds. Can you help me?” 

Mena knew that the Second of Dahlia House had been to visit Cereus, and she had wondered at the reason for such an odd happening. Servants had been speculating that Odilia had visited Cereus to not only introduce herself to Petrea, but also to speak informally about the relationship with the Crown Prince everyone had now heard of since the Dahlia party, but no one knew for sure. Surely, this was the reason: Petrea had asked Odilia for advice. Mena wondered for a moment what advice Odilia had offered, then realized that Petrea’s overly formal behavior and shame had to have their roots in that meeting. That made sense, Dahlias were already known for their rigidity, calculating nature, and delicate egos, but there was talk that Odilia was beyond the norm. No wonder Petrea behaved like a scolded child. That had Dahlia written all over it.

She laughed lightly, not wanting to betray her thoughts,”Would it surprise you to learn that Heliotrope often has more than one Second? The job is daunting and incredibly complex, the idea that one person can do it all is usually a naïve one. Vouloir, the young woman I mentioned earlier, already does some of the work that traditionally falls to the Second. We have a third, silent helper who keeps our notes organized. You are always welcome in our Home, any of us would be happy to help. My first piece of advice is to remember that you are helping raise your House from a dark pit, every positive thing you accomplish is one step closer to the light and nothing you do could be worse than what your late Dowayne did.”  She smiled kindly. “Also, you can not pour tea from an empty kettle, you have to take time for yourself or you will burn away. Like today, I think we should leave the heavy talk here for now, and work on boosting your spirits, what do you think?”

Petrea smiled back, “I think that would be wonderful.”

The afternoon wore on as the two women spoke on lighter topics. The desserts disappeared, and the tea grew cold in its pot, but yet Petrea did not ring for more. At one point, Marielle peeked her head in and gave Petrea a questioning look, but Petrea simply waved her hand in dismissal and turned back to Mena to continue their conversation.

Finally, one of the long tapers sputtered in its candlestick. Both women looked up at it in surprise. “Oh! My goodness!” Mena exclaimed. “How long are your candles?”

Petrea’s shock matched her own. “I…I believe they burn several hours! I cannot honestly say, though, as I have never sat long enough for the formal candles to burn through! I did not realize how long we had been talking.”

Mena smiled brightly. “I find that I lose all track of time when I am enjoying myself. And I love talking to people who are as charming and lovely as you.”

Petrea’s posture was relaxed,and she gave Mena a deep smile. “This has truly been a wonderful afternoon, and your company has truly taken me out of all the goings on in my life. I have needed this more than I realized. Thank you, Mena. I did not mean to monopolize your entire afternoon, but I cannot say that I regret it!” She chuckled.

Mena laughed aloud. “Nor can I. I would very much like for us to spend more time together. Next time, you’ll come to Heliotrope, and I can show off our cook’s baking skills!”

The two women rose. “I would love nothing more,” Petrea responded. She clasped Mena’s hands as they made their way to the door. “I do not have many friends, as you might have guessed. I do so hope that I can count you as one?”

Mena turned and hugged Petrea tightly. Mena held her until she could feel some of the strain leave her body and then a few breaths more. When she let go, she kept her hands on Petrea’s arms and said, “Of course! In our positions, friends are a huge part of what keeps us going. Leadership can be lonely, and we must have trusted friends we can rely on. Olivier also claims that a close lover or two goes a long way, but I can’t speak on that.” She laughed a little and gave Petrea’s arms a squeeze before letting her go completely.

Smiling, Petrea took Mena’s arm and led Mena out of the salon. Marielle rushed over and stopped short, seeing them in the hallway. “Second Petrea! I apologize! I did not hear the bell! May I show your guest to the door?”

Petrea shook her head and gave the girl a smile. “No need to apologize, Marielle. I did not ring. And I will show my friend to the door. I will find you later.”

Marielle bobbed her head and withdrew down a hallway.

Mena gave Petrea a sly smile. “She’s your little spy, isn’t she?”

Petrea ducked her head, a blush spreading over her cheeks. “I said that I do not gossip. And I do very much believe in the importance of keeping one’s privacy” She cleared her throat. “But I also know that whispers are useful…sometimes. One never knows what they might overhear and speak about in the marketplace about, say, unruly patrons.” She patted Mena’s arm, her face sympathetic but her voice firm. “When word travels, sometimes things get done.” 

Mena nodded with a smile, “You should come look at our notes one day. You can tell me about that unruly patron, and I’ll tell you what happened when he came to me. Be warned, it is not a tea tale, it requires something much stronger. I’ll be off, do come round when you are free. Once my cook hears of this food, it’ll be war.”

Waiting Is Not For The Weak

The waiting game was not one Loir was good at. From the earliest she could remember, she had been terrible at it. 

‘Mamà, when will the rain come, the animals look sick?’ ‘When it comes, child?’

‘When can I hear more about Perè’s home?’ ‘When he returns, he promised he would teach you.’

‘What will I do if I don’t want to be a merchant like you and Peré?’ ‘Don’t worry, child, you’ll know when the time is right?’

She had her own answers, her own way of handling things. She had made up a way to call the rains (it wasn’t technically successful, though it did rain a week later); taught herself to read (d’Angeline at four, Jebe-Barkal at five, Tiberian, Aragonian, and more by nine); and decided to leave for the holy City of Elua and Heliotrope at ten (she spoke to Olivier herself and expressed her desire to join his House). Loir was strong in mind and body, strong in her soul if such a thing existed, she found solutions. 

Until she couldn’t. Until there were no solutions to find, only time to wade through. Time that felt as sluggish as the river in the depths of winter. 

She stood in the kitchen, making a dish from her homeland that the adepts had learned that they loved, using the long cooking process to help her manage. It was not a great solution, unfortunately. Yes, the time was long, but it was a lot of stirring and waiting, things that only gave the mind more time to wander. First, she thought of her dear friend Mena, and how she was only now looking like her usual self. It had been a month since that ground dwelling spineless weevil that passed for a Peer of the Realm had been thrown from the House. Her fingers tightened on her spoon, remembering her knife in her hand and wishing she could go back in time and just gut him like the deranged predator he was. Mena had tried to tell her that he wasn’t worth it, wasn’t worth the stain of his blood on Loir’s hands, wasn’t worth the risk attached to his murder. Loir countered with his low value was even more reason to remove him from the glorious d’Angelline bloodline, in order for there to be a stain Loir would have to feel guilt over his death (which she wouldn’t), and that if he’d been dumped in the river, no one would know who killed him nor would anyone really mourn him so there was no risk.

Mena did not agree, so they dropped the matter.

Loir worried about Olivier. She had made almost as many visits to his bedside as Mena. But unlike Mena, she had borne witness to her own grandmother’s death back in Jebe-Barkal, so she knew what the other woman was blissfully unaware of, his time was close. Loir felt he would likely not live until the arrival of spring, though she did not tell anyone of her concerns. There was enough going on without her throwing grease on the bonfire.

She swung the iron arm off of the fire and checked her dish. It was done and would be on the table tonight for both adepts and patrons. Pity Mathan, the dye merchant who’d helped with Kyrian, wasn’t back yet. Loir was sure he’d like it. There was something about the man, who came every night to the House but never lay with an adept, that made Loir’s heart lighter. He was special, she just couldn’t figure out how.

Brushing aside thoughts of the merchant, she felt herself come to an unexpected decision, one she had to share immediately with Mena. She hurried through the corridors until she reached her friend’s office. The door was open so she didn’t bother knocking, just stepped in and said, “Mena, I think I will go and keep vigil with Olivier. I’ll remain until he is welcomed home and return with the news myself.”

The Struggle is Real

The weeks since Kyrian was banned from the House had been hard ones. Loir and Davide kept telling her that it was acceptable, that it was encouraged, but all Mena could feel was the time slipping through her fingers. She needed the time to sit with her thoughts and feelings, but somehow that time was not available to her. 

First, it was the trip to the City Guard in the early morning hours of the next day. When she had arrived to make her formal complaint, she was shocked to discover that Kyrie had been let go almost as soon as the dye merchant had left. It seemed that despite the man’s statement, the event was brushed off as a dramatic adept, an over-protective merchant looking to curry favor, and an apologetic Earl. When Mena sat down with the Captain and explained the whole story, the man had the good grace to be horrified that his men had let Kyrian go. When he heard the story from Mena—not just the victim, but the Second of Heliotrope—he immediately called the men in and gave them a full dressing-down. He reminded them that the policy was to hold the person until the full story was received, no matter their social status. The Night Court had rules, after all.  

Unfortunately, Mena learned it was too late for charges to be levied because he’d been let go without the proper paperwork being filed. She’d left, both glad that she’d come alone and regretting it. This way no one from the House witnessed her step into a tavern just outside the Night Court, tuck herself into a corner, and cry into a mug of beer and a homemade lunch.

After, she spent a few days clearing paperwork, getting orders in for what the House would need for the upcoming seasons. Though it was hard, she also ordered what they’d need for the funeral and mourning period for Olivier. She scheduled the visits to Namaah’s temple for the young ones, made arrangements for the two pregnant adepts to be moved to downstairs rooms, and made appointments with the marquist. While this was paperwork and management that the House needed, normally she did not do it all at once, choosing to handle it instead as it came up. However, she had bruises and a split lip that needed to heal without worrying the patrons, so all the paperwork for the month got done. 

As luck would have it, she was healed enough to go out when her appointment with the Dowayne of Bryony came. She dressed carefully, her shoulders still sore from Kyrie’s hands, and made her way through Mont Nuit to the door of Bryony. Even from outside, she could hear the laughter and loud conversations, and it made her smile. Bryony was always full of laughter and high spirits. 

The door opened and a smiling novice beckoned her. “Second Philomena! Welcome, welcome! Dowayne Arietta is expecting you!”

Mena smiled in return and followed the young woman through the door and deeper into the House. “Thank you, I appreciate the warm welcome.”

The young woman looked over her shoulder and beamed back at Mena. “You are always welcome here, Philomena.”

They reached the open door of the Dowayne’s office and the young woman curtsied and took off with surprising speed back to the public area of the House. Mena laughed and shook her head, feeling her mood finally lighten. She knocked on the door as a courtesy and went in. Dowayne Arietta was seated on her couch, going through paperwork, but she looked up and smiled.

”Philomena, it’s been too long! Come, come, sit, tell me what’s brought you here today.”

Mena approached the woman, leaned over to give her the kiss of greeting and then sat in one of the chairs Arietta indicated. 

“It has been too long, Arietta. And it’s been a long time since you’ve come to one of Olivier’s parties.”

Arietta shook her head. “It truly has been a long while, at least a year. How is he faring? I heard that he’s out of the city to convalesce?”

By now, the exclusion of the truth was so normal she didn’t even flinch. “He is indeed out of the city. He’s under the care of his normal chirurgeon, and the newly minted Count Shahrizai of Angiers kindly sent one from his family as well. He’s in good hands.”

Arietta looked at her quietly for a long moment. Mena did not squirm under the scrutiny, though it was more of a struggle than normal. The silence stretched, while the Bryony Dowayne searched Mena’s face for….something. She seemed to find it because she nodded and looked back at the papers in her hand. “That is good to hear. I know that he’s had trouble since he broke his leg. I’ll make sure to light a candle to Eiseth and ask her to keep him in her gaze.

Mena bobbed her head. “Thank you for that. I’ll be sure to let him know when I go see him next. That actually brings me to the reason for my visit. He asked for his son to come see him, and I promised that I would come here and make that happen.”

Arietta set her papers down with a laugh. “You’ve got to know that you’ve agreed to a fool’s errand, dearest Mena. Belisario will never agree. Are you in my office to ask me to order him to go?”

Mena shook her head. “No, Dowayne, I would never ask for that. It would make the visit unpleasant for Olivier, and I will not be party to that. I am only here to ask to see Belisario privately and to let you know that I will be asking him and doing what I think is necessary to try to convince him.”

”So you’re here to see him and to let me know to ignore all yelling and noises that come from the room the two of you are in?” Arietta threw her head back and laughed. “Thank you for that courtesy, my dear. I can see Olivier and Geraldine’s raising in you all the time, but at times like this I can almost hear Olivier’s voice coming out of your mouth. He did a good job training you for this, my dear. A very, very good job.”

Mena laughed quietly. “Thank you for the compliments, Dowayne, it is good to hear. And I will certainly pass on your message to Olivier when I see him next.”

Arietta nodded as she got up and headed to her desk to look for something. “Good, good.  I will have Belisario fetched for you, if you don’t mind waiting across the hall in the library. And when you go see Olivier, please take him this.” She held out an envelope full of money and slips of paper. “These are his winnings and his notes to be paid. He’s done very well with his bets on the Court, as usual. “

Mena stood, taking the envelope and tucking it into her pocket. “He usually does, no matter how unlikely his calls may seem. He is, of course, with Laurent if you wish to send him a letter. I know that he misses his friends in the City.”

Arietta smiled and went with Mena out the door and across the hall to the empty library. “I will do just that. I’ll also send in a light tea for you while Belisario is fetched.”

A few minutes later, the door swung open and in strode Belisario. Mena had found a spot to sit in a window seat and drink the tea that had been brought to her. She looked up and took in his appearance. Despite being Olivier’s son, he never came to Heliotrope. The relationship between the two was the very definition of contentious. The two were almost diametrically opposed; where Olivier was calm, calculating but never manipulative, gregarious and friendly, Belisario was brash and cunning, and without fail left Mena feeling like she had been evaluated for worth the way most people inspected a carriage.

Belisaro strode over and gave her a smile that was more condescension than kindness. “Little Philomena, Peré’s darling, what brings you to my door?” He sat down in a chair opposite her and crossed his legs. “Everyone knows that you rarely come down from his high pedestal, let alone visit a House like this fine establishment. Things must be pressing if he let his little bird out of her gilded cage.”

Mena ignored the digs. She may not see Belisario often, but he was like this every time she did. “Your father is dying. He’s asked for you to come see him.”

Belisario’s face betrayed no emotion. “Is he now? That’s interesting, he has asked for me. To what end, little bird? What benefit would I see from such a visit?”

“I see that age has not brought any mellowing of your nature, Belisario. Your benefit would be in granting a dying man’s wish, Word has already been sent to your sisters, and they are on their way. You, as usual, are the only one making this an issue.”

“Of course they would, vapid little lap-dogs. I don’t pop to when the old man snaps his fingers, I have self-respect.” He didn’t even bother to sneer, his contempt for his family was so much a part of him that he didn’t need to.

“For Elua’s sake, Belisario, why are you like this?” She felt herself getting louder, as always happened when she had to speak to him. “You don’t have self-respect, you’ve got an inflated ego. For some reason, you’ve made hating Olivier into half of your miserable personality.”

Belisario’s eye twitched, “You’ve got a lot of nerve coming here into my House and insulting me, child,” he said, venom leaking into his tone. “You know nothing of the old man and how he and his insipid, vacuous, base excuse for a wife treated me. Growing up—-“

Mena cut him off. “You were raised in Heliotrope by your parents who loved you deeply, Belisario, not in some back-water hovel on the Skaldi border. For some reason, despite your baseless vitriol, they love you until their dying breath. Olivier has days, maybe weeks, left on this earth and all he wants is to see his son. No wonder Heliotrope had no place for you, all you can value is yourself.”

“Loved me? Is that what you think it was like? There was no love, they had no space in their tiny hearts for me, all they could see was Tobias.”

“Yes, yes, always Tobias.  Poor little Belisario, always in Tobias’ shadow,” she mocked. “How dare they pay more attention to him when he was deathly ill as a child, when Belisario needed praise heaped on him for learning not to soil himself. Poor Belisario, no one showered him with attention, no one fawned at his feet.”

The man’s face was blotchy with rage and he spat out, “Do not mock me, caged bird. You forget who you’re speaking to.”

She surged to her feet, “Oh I know full well who I’m speaking to, you are the one who forgets. You are a base Bryony adept, taken in likely because a losing bet always makes the House more money. I am Heliotrope’s Second, I made my marque at twenty, when did you? Oh that’s right, your patron gifts were so small they were clearly given out of pity, not praise. You were what, thirty? And your father was the one that made your marque, how pathetic.”

Belisario stood and stepped towards her. “You would not be here if I hadn’t agreed to sire you on his favorite adept, Philomena Desiderio. That is the place I am speaking of, remember who allowed you to exist, me, your father.”

“And you are so low that my mother retired and fled after being sullied by your hands. She could not stand to look at her own child for the memory of you.”

“Are you sure that was because of me and not because of you? I am a Bryony, I know the worth I carry.”

Mena inhaled deeply, pulling her shawl around her. “You overestimate it, as usual. The only reason the old Dowayne agreed to take you in was because he owed Olivier money and, like I said, the odds on you always favored the House. Isn’t that also why you agreed to lie with my mother as well, to settle gambling debts? For a Bryony, you are awfully good at losing money.”

Belisario opened his mouth to reply but she held her hand up to stop him. “Go, or do not, I do not care. In fact, I would prefer you didn’t because you are so insufferably pompous that I am very sure you would start a fight with a dying man just to ensure you got the last word, and I want better than that, better than you, for Olivier.”

She swept past him to the door, which she just realized had been left ajar, and stopped. The sounds of people trying to quietly flee the hallway made her eyes narrow. Without turning around she said, “One last thing: know that I do not think of you, but when I do, it is only to wish that you had died and not Tobias.”

Slipping out of the door and down the hallway between adepts and patrons who were all trying very hard not to make eye contact with her, Mena escaped Bryony and headed back across the Night Court to her home, glad to leave Belisario behind her. 

Courtesans, Pious and Fervent Both

It was the day before the Blessing of Eisheth festival, a day before the light-hearted revelry began weaving healing and peace with music and song. Like all festivals, this day was reserved for a more sedate ceremony, one Mena’s family had always attended. Olivier always said that the blessings of Eisheth were always available, even if a candle was never lit.

Mena slipped her shoes off at the door to the temple and began washing her hands and face with the fresh spring water that splashed in one of the anointed fountains. The shoe removal was something that wasn’t required, but you did not enter Eisheth’s Temple unclean. 

“May Eisheth cleanse my body and spirit as she did Blessed Elua,” she murmured quietly as she finished her washing and entered the temple.

Congregants milled about at the various niches where candles and incense could be lit for private prayers. Others clustered around the statue of the angel herself, shown amongst the symbols of her arts and animals that flocked to her along the coast she once called home. Dolphins frolicked at the base of the statue whilst sea birds carved of fine marble were sculpted at the top. Behind the grand depiction were scenes of Eisande, murals of musicians and healers, lovers and sailors, and all who found peace in Eisheth’s gentleness. 

Among them were a few of her descendants. 

A redhead covered in a silken cowl and bowed in prayer, her marque quite visible, was one of them.

Rosanna counted Lady Eisheth as an ancestress on her father’s side. Long had the Baphinol family tended to the lands once beloved by their angelic foremother, caring for the people who lived on their estate and tended the fields of lavender and grapes. No few of her lineage became musicians, such as her elder sister Joia with her vielle, or her two eldest siblings Dizier and the family heiress Cateline who were excellent chirurgeons. It was a testament to the skills held in reverence by the angel that so many of her children followed such trades and careers.

Even though Rosanna was not dedicated to the priestly order of Namaah, she never missed a festival or holy day for any of their esteemed immortal ancestors. They had much to be grateful for, and she would never disrespect them so as to forgo her duties in faith. 

“Lady Eisheth, please watch over my family, as once again I am to have another niece or nephew. May the labor be an easy one, may mother and child be well at the end.” She whispered her long list of prayers and lit another candle. With such a large family, she had many loved ones to wish for, but Eisheth was loving and patient, and Rosanna swore she could feel the angel’s presence at every visit to the temple. 

Mena made her way to the statue of the angel and looked up at her, feeling more of her calming love settle around her like a cloak. When she was ready, she looked around to find a niche to offer up her prayers in. Most niches had two or three faithful in them, except for one. One glance told her why; clearly the occupant was an adept. The completed marque of Valerian and red hair made her Rosanna, an adept Mena only knew because of the records Olivier had started in the House. Though very few people outside of the House knew of Olivier’s condition, if anyone had to find out in order for Mena to completely lay herself bare before the angel, a Valerian would be least likely to share what they’d heard.

Mena slid onto her knees on the bench a respectful distance from the other woman and took a deep breath. She carefully lit a stick of incense, feeling her mind empty as she’d been taught, the only thing in it was a tightly wound ball of grief and love.

”Lady Eisheth, gentlest of the Companions, hear my prayer,” she said quietly but clearly, pausing to light one of the candles in front of her. “Please grant Lenora nò Balm your gentleness, care, and knowledge in the coming days and weeks. Lady Eiseth, hear my prayer. Please hold my grandfather, Olivier nò Heliotrope, in your grace and compassion in the coming weeks, that he may have peace and comfort in the days before he comes to Terre d’Ange eternal.”

She looked down, the rows of candles swam in her vision as she let her tears free. “There is nothing left to do to save him, but please grant him this. Lady Eisheth, Angel of Compassion, hear my prayer.”

Hearing soft footsteps behind her, Rosanna waited in respectful silence as the new worshipper came to share the prayer niche. Each could potentially fit up to four people if they knelt in a half circle around the holy icon. However, many had chosen on this auspicious day to instead gather below the main altar. When this newcomer came into her line of vision, she found a somewhat familiar figure. At times she had seen the woman, another of her own order, attending religious festivals. Every time Rosanna went to attend, she was sure to find this same courtesan somewhere in the vicinity. It would seem they shared a heart of devotion. 

Such a heartbreaking thing to hear her pray for a loved one nearing the end of his life. 

Although she herself had never lost someone so near to her before, she could feel sympathy for what she must be going through. Many on Mont Nuit loved fiercely, even if their manner of loving differed vastly. When one of her incense sticks threatened to prematurely burn out, Rosanna offered one of the nearby candles to help her lit it anew. 

“My sympathies for your family,” she whispered kindly. 

When the candle was offered, Mena took it gratefully and relit her incense. “Thank you, they are appreciated,” she replied. For a moment, she stared at the candles not really seeing them, before she turned and said, “You’re Rosanna from Valerian, right? I’m Philomena, from Heliotrope. I’ve heard of you, plus I’ve seen you at the temples. There aren’t many devoutly raised adepts, so finally getting to meet you feels like a blessing.”

“I am. And I share the sentiment. Perhaps our meeting today was guided by the Lady’s hands.” Smiling sweetly, Rosanna studied the somewhat familiar figure of the courtesan at her side. Yes, she had seen her face at festivals and holy days in the past, they just had not had the chance to be introduced before now. “Devotion moved me to become one of Namaah’s Servants to begin with. I felt called to service. I am glad it brought me here so we could finally meet.”

Outside, the sound of happy revelers and music began to infiltrate the temple. Not that music was ever an unknown in Eisheth’s domain. Even now, an unseen harpist filled the air with a sweet melody. Surely by now, the plays and entertainments organized by the temple of the divine patroness of the arts would be starting. 

Mena exhaled slowly, letting the gentle notes of the harp slip into her mind and give her peace. She nodded and said to Rosanna, “I was born into it, both devotion to Namaah and devotion to Elua and the Angels. Both devotions bring me such peace.”

Considering a question swiftly, Rosanna looked to Philomena. “When your prayers are concluded, if you are in the mind for some company, I would be happy to attend the festivities together,” she offered. 

The Heliotrope looked up at the ceiling for a moment, watching the smoke swirl towards the high ceiling. “I feel as though my prayers are never over these days, and yet, there is less comfort to be had.” Turning her head, she looked at Rosanna and smiled. “I would like the diversion and the company.”

Smiling brilliantly, Rosanna concluded her prayers, adjusted the veil atop her head, and stood. All around them several more of the faithful rose and did the same, preparing to move from the dusky inner sanctum of the temple, and its incense filled air and into the light of day.

“I am glad of it. Let us worship in joy together and get to know one another. I do not often get the chance to converse with my fellows in Heliotrope, despite the collection of romances I keep in my quarters.” She giggled and held a hand out to assist the other courtesan to her feet. “I would very much like to know you better, Philomena.”

Mena smiled, releasing her worries to Eisheth and Elua, and took Rosanna’s offered hand. “I would love that, Rosanna. And please, call me Mena. All my friends do.”

As they walked out into the sun, Mena said, “You said that devotion led you to Namaah’s service. That wording is intriguing. I would say that Namaah called me to service, that devotion guides me. I am sure there’s a story behind your words.”

Autumn’s First Kiss

The first chill breeze of Autumn came whispering through the City of Elua, hinting at the cooler days and darker shadows and misty mornings of the autumn season, and, like perfect clockwork, the invitations arrived for Dahlia’s Revelry. 

The patrons that received the gilded invitations sealed with the Dahlia imprint in the burgundy wax dressed to impress – of course, anyone who came to the Night Court dressed to impress, but the Dahlia Revelry was a little different than just attending the public salons. Invitations were also courteously extended to the other Dowaynes and Seconds of the other twelves Houses, if they chose to accept them. 

An invitation also found its way to the Rocaille townhouse at the edge of the Noble’s District. Addressed to Lord Maël de Rocaille and his Bosom Contraband, Maël nevertheless knew exactly what this was: a way to circumvent the scanning of the secretaries and staff of the Royal Palace Courcel. It had taken him two tries to read it correctly; the first time he had scanned it he had seen and his Bosom C and filled in the rest with Companion. It was only when he had picked up the letter opener to slice the embossed envelope open that he realised what it really said. And, young and mischievous as he was, he enjoyed a good chuckle at it. Very well, Dahlia, he thought to himself, I see you appreciate a good game after all!

It seemed that he would need to spirit the Dauphin out of the palace once again, for there was no way Gustav would be missing this Revelry. 

The whispers of the Autumn ripened into full fruits and the lanterns were lit in Dahlia House, so it gleamed gold as the royal jewels they wore as monarchs in their pride. 

Valerian House had their Mara’s Eve celebration at the end of winter, Cereus House hosted the Longest Night, but Dahlia House began the harvest season with their Grand Revels. In the style of Old Hellas, it was a grand symposium with music and food and drink where patrons courted the favour of the Dahlia adepts, all competing for their regal attention and approval. The fruits of the season were piled high in bowls and on platters; lush apples, rich plums, glossy blackberries, bunches of grapes draped over the gilded rims like wine caught in the illicit arc of spilling. Pomegranate quarters nestled among sweet figs, pears, and cherries. Dahlia adepts wore the jewel tones of the harvest season; some choosing the shimmering gold of the sheaves of grain rippling in the fields, some wrapping themselves in the deep green of the vines bearing the bountiful fruit, some choosing their favourite of the fruits on offer to inspire their clothing. 

As this would be the first formal event outside of her own House as Dowayne, Rosanna took the matter of what to wear quite seriously. With Etienne well and truly gone, not too far as he was simply ensconced in his beloved’s townhouse until the new year, the title had officially been passed to her. Now she needed to make a statement with her inaugural appearance. Which was made all the more complicated as her good friend did reside in Dahlia too. Honestly, she relished the challenge.

A deep burgundy gown was finally selected, with a wide neckline and wide trailing sleeves with dagged edges. Her long, autumnal, hair fell to her hips, accented by a copper diadem of fallen leaves. To her right hand was Tryphosa, in burnt orange and deep olive green. As the newly appointed Second, it was her joy and duty to attend. 

“Dahlia has not spared any expense,” Tryphosa observed and plucked a drink from the tray of a passing server.

“They never do. As is their right and doctrine. Truly regal,” Rosanna replied. In her mind she was already considering the expense of such an event, the elegant decorations and attention to theme. What surrounded them was the work of an experienced Dowayne. Come February, she would be expected to host the events of Mara’s Eve, the first test of her abilities as a House leader. 

“You’re thinking too much, my Lady Dowayne,” Tryphosa whispered. 

“I believe I am thinking just the right amount,” Rosanna gently corrected. “We will enjoy ourselves tonight, of course. But this is a unique opportunity. We must learn from Dahlia’s success. Come, let us mingle.” And so she led the way deeper into the revelries, her friend and Second at her side. 

Mena was nervous, a first for her. She had of course attended Dahlia’s Revelry before but this time there were stark differences. Olivier was not standing in the upstairs Adept only Salon, fussing with the cut of his tunic, nor was Laurent there to offer his thoughts on clothing or to tease them about going to visit the House he said was “you, but rigid”. In their place was a small army of Adepts, since this was Mena’s first year, the whole process was different. Loir, who would be attending with Mena, sat on a backless stool, her laughter ringing through the Salon as Emilié finished her hair and a servant pulled the back of her dress tight. Her marque was newly finished, by the d’Marrs as Mena had predicted, so her dress was mostly open, held to her body with three ties. In honor of autumn, her dress was the color of the tall grasses that grew outside her family land and hid game and predator alike. 

Mena had seen this as an opportunity to use the bolt of deep blue fabric the dye merchant had gifted her. It was a sample of a dye he was sourcing from parts unknown, part of the deal that would make him wealthy. There was no other fabric like it in the city, he’d gifted it to her as thanks for her House’s hospitality. The gown it made was simple; it went to the floor, clung where it needed to, with a high neckline that went from shoulder to shoulder, but a deep back. She loved it and made a mental note to wear it when the caravan returned.

Dahlia House was impeccably decorated, as expected, and Mena felt her nerves being replaced with happiness.  She loved parties. Loir slipped her hand into the crook of Mena’s arm and whispered, “This is gorgeous, Mena. I cannot believe they do this every year.”

”They do, and it is always incredible,” Mena whispered back. “You know, every House has a function like this that we traditionally hold. Next year, we’ll hold Helio’s again.”

Loir laughed quietly, “I’ll hold you to that. Now though, we need to go mingle and observe.”

Mena nodded, “Agreed. And remember, Olivier sends his regrets, but he’s got a personal commitment that prevents him from attending.” 

Loir nodded and slipped off into the crowd, towards the garden, while Mena moved to circulate through the rooms.

Petrea loved a party. Any party, if she was being honest with herself. But this party was different. She was not here for revelry, dancing, or cavorting, as was her usual modus operandi. She was here in her official capacity as Second of Cereus House. She was here to represent her House, to mingle with the Dowaynes and Seconds of the other Houses, to make the acquaintance of those deemed important or influential enough to be invited to the grand affair, and most importantly, she was here to prove that she was a capable Second. Oh, she had heard the rumors that swirled through the salons and bedchambers of Mont Nuit: that she was nothing more than an aging adept looking for a good time and that she was no more fit to be a Second than a stableboy. 

All of these thoughts had swirled through her head the entire morning as she prepared. Aimee had stood by her side, listing off the day’s duties and assisting with the tiny buttons that ran up the back of Petrea’s deep blue gown. It had become their routine. They took breakfast together and then helped each other dress as they each gave the other an update on their respective tasks. Standing there, on the magnificent veranda in Dahlia House now, listing off the many tasks that Aimee would be taking care of while she, the official Second, would be here—indulging in wine and conversation—took away some of her nerves.

She tucked a lock of her golden hair back behind her ear and straightened her shoulders. She had been standing along the wall for too long, and that would not do. She was the Second of Cereus House. It was time to act like it.

Maël’s brows had lifted when he had seen what Gustav had chosen to wear, but Gustav had only smiled his secret smile and assured his friend that it was perfect. And it certainly was when he entered the grand gardens of Dahlia House and saw the adepts and patrons glance at him. He wore only simple boots, soft hose that clung to his legs, and a flowing poet’s shirt of soft white. His hair combed only by his fingers, his collarbone and throat exposed by the loose neck of his shirt, he seemed like he had stepped from the music of the Hellene stories of heroes returned home and he certainly felt like he had come home again as he saw her see him. 

Across the garden, Odilia sat draped in a rich plum gown that gathered at her throat and fell in pleats down her body, belted with a chain of golden vines to make her seem a harvest goddess herself. Her dark eyes lifted at the whispers that rippled through the gardens, falling on him bathed as he was in the soft light of the lanterns and gleaming white and gold like Elua Himself. He saw her hand lift to touch her chest, as though soothing her heart that skipped for him and he smiled. When he smiled, it reflected in her own face like a sunbeam, glowing and rosy and focused on her and her on him. 

He made his way through the patrons, adepts, and servers, intent on his goal, her face the only thing he could see as he came to her, boldly reaching for her hands as she sat on her couch. 

“Odilia,” he breathed to her, savouring the feel of her soft skin under his touch again, as he always did – it was always a gift when he could touch her, when he could see her face and smell her perfume. 

“Your Highness,” she said, recovering some of her composure even as her eyes glittered. He tugged gently on her hands to pull her to her feet, standing with her as though they were the only two people in the garden, in the city, in the world. 

“I would be a shameful guest if I did not come to Dahlia’s Revelry without a tribute gift for my Dahlia queen,” he said to her with his mischievous, slightly boyish smile. “May I give you my gift?”

She eyed him, her brow lifting, but she permitted him his game, “You may.”

The world spun for a moment as he pulled her into his arms, cradling her close as he kissed her sweetly. She gasped – she wasn’t the only one – her hands gripping his shoulders to help herself balance as he swayed with her, but she kissed him back. She knew she shouldn’t, this was so public and so many people were watching, and he was the Dauphin, she was only a Servant of Naamah. But was this not what the Court of Night-Blooming Flowers was for? Indulgence and delight?

She let herself delight in his kiss, her hands relaxing on him – trusting him – and sliding to comb up through his loose hair to savour him. 

Rosanna was conversing with one of the patrons of Dahlia House, a curious one who saw her own marque and came with earnest questions about such a distinctly different practice than the one hosting. They were smiling and making light discussion when from the corner of her eye movement pulled at her attention. The patron’s too, if the shocked and grinning gasp was anything to go by.

“Now I have never seen the elegant autumn revelry celebrated quite so…enthusiastically before,” said the patron.

“Nor have I,” she replied with a perfectly polite smile. On the inside she was positively ecstatic, but those emotions were tempered down. Later, she would seek out her friend and ask all about the Prince who kissed her later.

Loir was standing with a small group of Dahlia Adepts, whispering Night Court gossip when the Prince’s approach caught their attention. Their conversation stopped mid-word as they watched him approach the Second of Dahlia House. They were too far away for even Loir’s well-trained ears to catch their words, but the kiss rendered words useless. One of the Adepts grabbed Loir’s arm tightly as they stood, stunned by what they saw. A Dahlia, kiss in public?! With a Prince! Loir felt her heart racing at the implications. The kiss ended in an intimacy that made Loir look away instinctively, lovers like that deserved their privacy.

“W-w-where were we?” An Adept said with a light laugh, and Loir released a breath she hadn’t known she was holding.

“Well, I think we were talking about Bryony House,” she said with a light laugh, “Though I am sure their numbers did not include that development.” As the conversation started back up, Loir tried to organize her thoughts and the events so she could let Mena know when they returned home. This needed to go into the books for sure.

Petrea heard a gasp and turned from her conversation with the young Lancelin of Siovale just in time to catch the kiss to end all kisses. All her years of training at Cereus House could not stop the look of shock from her face. It took her mind a second to catch up with what her eyes were seeing. The heir to the Perigeux duchy cleared his throat quietly, freeing her from her momentary reverie. She blinked and turned back to the gentleman, once again the picture of a trained adept. 

She put her hand on his arm, apologizing for her impertinence. He smiled in his dark-eyed way and waved off her concern. He continued speaking about…something…and Petrea continued to nod and make appropriate murmurs of agreement when appropriate. But her mind was not on her companion’s words. There were larger pieces in play now, and Petrea knew that she had just witnessed a major shift in the game she had unwittingly joined. She would need to navigate this carefully as Second, and Aimee was not the one who could help steer her.

When the kiss ended, Odilia looked up at him, bright and beautiful as they smiled into each other’s eyes in a way that could never be feigned. In a way that was noticed by many of the eyes still watching their Dauphin kiss the Second of Dahlia House, a woman more proud and distant than most of her comrades. And she smiled at him like he had sprinkled the stars in the sky above them himself. 

“Well,” the Dahlia Dowayne said from her throne among her favourite lovers, lifting her goblet in a toast, “it seems our Revels have truly begun!”

Maël’s eyes swept across the gardens, tracking the ripples of the gossip and seeing the spreading whispers as the fête continued, and it was not just the Autumn chill that came kissing his neck. No, he knew that nothing good could come of this. 

Days Like This

Content Warning: Physical and Verbal Abuse

Mena sat on the back veranda of Heliotrope and stared out at the back garden. The sun was setting, the House was busy getting ready for the night ahead, and all she really wanted to do was go lie in the grass and watch the sky. Unfortunately, that was not in the cards tonight. Kyrie was coming to the House, and he was sure to already be in a mood. 

The night before Olivier left the House, she told Kyrie that things within Heliotrope were starting to change, demanding more of her attention. As was his custom, he brushed off her comment with something about how women’s work didn’t concern him since it wasn’t very difficult. Now, Mena had been “dodging” him for weeks, according to his increasingly angry letters and visits to the House where he’d been turned away. He’d said things like he was “owed her presence” because he was “her only long-term Patron” so “nothing was more important” than he was, as well as “you’ll see me or you’ll regret it”, which happened to be what made her break and see him. She knew she needed to rid herself of him, and she knew it would be a delicate thing, but threats were something that she couldn’t ignore. It wasn’t that she thought he’d follow through, but there were children, staff members, and novices in the House who she needed to publicly stand up for. Olivier had made sure she understood that the Dowayne was the wall of safety behind which everyone else could shelter.

So, the next letter she received, she didn’t open it, just sent a missive back telling him to come to the House. Truth be told, she didn’t have the energy for him, but she’d find it, somewhere. She’d hoped it would be found in the garden, but that didn’t seem to be the case today. 

“No, let me through! I do not care that it is not the appointed time, I will be seen now.” She heard a voice she knew getting closer and closer before the door slammed open, and an irate Kyrie blasted through, followed immediately by the young adept who was on door duty tonight.

Turning her head to look at him, she said, “Kyrie. You’re early”

She looked over to the adept and tiredly nodded. “Thank you, but I’ll handle him now.”

The adept’s face twisted into something suspicious and concerned, but he bowed just the same and left the way he came, albeit much quieter.

“Early, the way I see it, you’re late.” His voice was quiet, full of venom. Mena knew this Kyrie: He was upset because things didn’t go exactly the way he wanted. Normally, she would switch on the charm and sweet talk him back down. Tonight was different.

“Kyrie, I was busy. I made it clear that I wouldn’t be able to see you until next week,” she said firmly but not bothering to hide her exhaustion. “I made time for you tonight. Is that not enough?”

“Enough?” He came into her view finally, his face pulled into a heavy sneer. “Enough, Philomena? After all I’ve done for you and this wretched House, you think that a sliver of your time is enough for me?”

White hot anger simmered beneath the surface of her calm façade. For a moment, she just blinked at him, forcing her mind to slow, to feel the warmth of Naamah around her, allowing it to soak into her and soothe her. As she looked at him, she could see him getting more and more angry the longer she was silent. 

She took a deep breath and said, “Kyrie, the House has more than expressed its gratitude for your presence during the Plague. That debt is repaid.” He opened his mouth to speak, rage starting to etch lines in his face. She held up a hand to silence him and went on, “I feel you need a reminder that I am the Second of this House, and I have duties that I have to fulfill.”

Kyrie took a step towards her, throwing his cloak off with such force that it knocked over the flower arrangement on the table next to where Mena sat. She didn’t flinch, but she felt the warmth she wrapped herself in start to burn. “You forget your station, pet,” he snarled. “I am a lord of the land, that debt is paid when I deem it so. As for your so-called duties,” he scoffed and tossed his head back. “You wouldn’t have them if not for my Patronage. My coin bought that marque and you would do well to remember that.”

The heat was pressing on her skin, as though her own anger and Blessed Naamah’s had merged and her control snapped. Surging to her feet, she stepped towards him, her back straight, and her gaze fixed on his face. 

“You think you paid for this marque? Don’t be ridiculous.” She gestured almost wildly at herself. “The idea that the occasional coin left on my table could afford you this is lunacy. Let me tell you who paid for this.” Taking another step towards him, she began to count on her fingers. “Name-day gifts, something you never gave me, from Olivier, my mother, my friends. A marquis of Camlach, another of Eisande, and the one from Kusheth who comes to me four times a year to this day, and a handful of higher ranking nobles whom I can’t disclose. Several merchant caravan leaders come when they have done well, including one from Alba, his gift paid for inches, Kyrie, inches.” She was so close she could almost touch him, though she did not. “And let’s not forget, the d’Marr’s, not only did they treat me like a human and not like a ‘pet.’ Their gifts over the years bought sections the length of my hand, fully limned.” She laughed and shook her head, turning away from him. “Since I have known you, Kyrie, you have barely given me enough to line base. Gods, you really are a pompous ass, aren’t you?”

He was silent for long enough that she thought perhaps he’d understood finally so she turned around and looked at him, taking in his pale skin, blotchy with rage, and his shocked expression. She was not expecting his face to twist into disgust, his words flung like a dagger. “You really couldn’t resist your base nature, could you, girl? You are nothing but a common whore in a fancy package, just like your precious Naamah.”

Mena felt her stomach drop to her knees, and she fought the urge to gasp. Instead, she felt another surge of molten rage fill her. “You will not speak of Blessed Naamah that way in this House! We do not tolerate heresy!”

Kyrie laughed, sharp and humorless, and turned away. “Heresy? Are you completely delusional, Philomena?” He whirled around, voice dripping with venom. “Naamah was nothing but a whore, jumping at the first chance to lie with a man, just like every one of her ‘servants’. The only reason Blessed Elua tolerated her was because she was of use to Him. You think your calling is to serve here? Your only reason for existing is to marry me, have my children, and then I’ll dispose of you like the trash you are.”

His words were incomprehensible to her, crashing around her mind like angry hornets. Pulling herself up to her full height, she looked him in the eye with narrowed eyes. “You are the one who is delusional, Lord Montaban. I can not comprehend your perversion of the story of Terre d’Ange’s founding. You are not worthy to speak Naamah’s name, let alone enjoy her communion. You, my lord, are a disgrace to everything this land stands for. Blessed Elua—”

The blow that landed heavy on her face snapped her head sideways with such force she lost her balance and fell to the floor. Stunned and tasting blood, she turned back to see Kyrie hovering over her, his face cold and cruel. He grabbed her shoulders with a punishing grip, hauling her up and shaking her. “Never speak His name again. You are not worthy to utter His name unless you are on your knees begging for forgiveness for using His Holiness to justify your own base nature.”

Mena grabbed his forearms and jerked, breaking his grip and pushing him back. She stood back up, still feeling the surging hot rage coursing through her. “You will never touch me or another adept again, Kyrian. How dare you put your hands on me like that?”

She became distantly aware of the sound of someone running through the garden, and banging behind her, but paid it no mind. Kyrian was regarding her from a little distance. His eyes narrowed with something that sent fear, thick and cold, slithering down her spine. “You know,” he said quietly, violence vibrating through his voice as he stalked slowly towards her. “I have not seen your protector Olivier in several weeks. Is it possible the withered, spineless excuse for a man has finally died? If so, there’s no one to keep me from taking what I own over that wall and—”

In the blink of an eye, Vouloir was between Mena and Kyrie, the knife she received from her father in hand. It glinted in the moonlight as she held it steady towards Kyrie’s gut. She snaked her arm out, shoving Mena behind her unmoving form.

“There is always me, you miserable pile of camel dung. Your disgusting tongue will never form our Dowayne’s name again, or I will come to your home myself and remove it.” Vouloir’s back was strong, steady, and very warm under Mena’s cheek where she leaned on her. “Leave this place now, and never darken our door again.”

Kyrie snorted and took a step forward. Loir did not move, did not waver. Mena did not understand how her voice was so calm as she continued. “Our Second is so far above you, you lowly, squirming worm, that your filthy hands will never touch her again. And believe in this as much as you believe in Blessed Elua: Come to Heliotrope again, and those steps will be your last. My blade is sharp and thirsts for the blood of heretics.”

Kyrie opened his mouth to speak but whatever he was going to say never got started because two very important things happened at once: the door crashed open, finally broken off its hinges by the bulky shoulder of someone Mena did not know, but had to be a patron, and, most importantly Aevelline, their cook, had made her way from the back door of the kitchen, and hit Kyrie in the back of the head with her favorite pan. His eyes rolled back as he crumpled boneless to the floor.

All of the hot rage drained out of her, and everything she’d been holding in crashed, flooding her body with ice as though she’d dived into a frozen pond. She gasped, the pain from the blow radiating from the side of her face, her vision blurring from it but also from the tears that started to flow. She felt unsteady on her feet, and she clung desperately to Loir, looking around her to see what was happening. The patron who’d broken down the door was heaving Kyrie’s limp form onto his shoulder with one hand, the other ran through his dark hair with clear agitation. 

“Want me to dump him in the deep part of the river?”

Loir spoke before Mena could gather the words from the darkening fog that was her mind. “If it were up to me, I’d gut him and leave him on a rock for the vultures as a message that heresy and violence have consequences.” She sighed and shifted a bit so she could wrap her arms around Mena. “But I know that the Dowayne would want him turned over to the City Guard. Let them know what we know happened and ask them to come speak to the Second for the rest of the story.”

The man nodded, a tight smile on his face. “Of course, Loir.”

Mena looked as best she could at the man, and said quietly, “Come back when you are done. You deserve a reward.”

He smiled and headed to the door, muttering something Mena had no chance of hearing. Her whole head was starting to ring like a struck bell, the darkening fog finally catching up to her. As it overtook her, she said, “And buy Aevelline a horse, she’s too good to walk anywhere any more.”

Cook’s laughter was the last thing she heard before the fog won and she hit the floor.