Storyline: The Deciding Factor

It was not an insignificant decision and, in fact, it was almost unheard of on Mont Nuit. Once one became Second of a House it was a foregone conclusion that they would ascend to the position of Dowayne upon the death or retirement of the current Dowayne. A Second simply did not step down. Perhaps in the case of severe illness or injury, it would be understandable, but to simply give up one’s post as Second? No. It was not done.

Petrea nó Cereus considered this as she paced the halls of Cereus House. She had been away from the House and her duties for almost a year, traveling with her lover Marco. While the time had been enjoyable, she had come to realize that her place was here on Mont Nuit. But was her place as Second? Did she truly want to return to the responsibilities of being one of the most prominent Servants of Naamah in all Terre d’Ange? The anonymity of being simply Marco’s lover – passed off as his betrothed when necessary – had been blissful.

But. She had long ago made a promise to Aliksandria to stand by her. They had risen in the ranks together, side by side. From Petrea’s first night in Cereus House, Aliks had guided her through the murky waters of Naamah’s service. Petrea doubted she would have survived without that. And truly, she enjoyed her success. Enjoyed somewhat her prominence. Enjoyed the prestige of her position.

What to do?

Petrea’s wanderings led her unexpectedly to the rooms of Aimee nó Cereus, who had been de facto Second in Petrea’s absence. Aimee sat bent over a desk, surrounded by piles of documents, a deep frown marring her lovely face. Petrea’s heart contracted with contrition. Aimee had been thrust into a role for which she had no training and no preparation. And yet, she had managed everything with great aplomb. Petrea did notice, however, that Aimee looked continually harried and had taken to muttering under her breath, racing about the halls.

With all of this in mind, Petrea stepped into the crowded office and settled down onto a chaise.

She cleared her throat to get Aimee’s attention. When Aimee did not look up or cease her fierce scribbling, Petrea cleared her throat again, louder this time. Again, Aimee did not appear to notice.

Finally, Petrea gave up with subtlety and spoke.

“Good morning Aimee. How does the day find you?”

Aimee started and dropped her quill.

“Oh! Milady! Excuse me,” she said, pushing a lock of hair behind her ear, “I was deep in thought. There are many plans to be made for the upcoming fête and I fear we are not keeping a close enough eye on our ledgers to meet expenses for it. I have to speak to Louis about this today.”

Petrea moved to look over Aimee’s shoulder at the documents on the desk. Her practiced eye scanned the lines of the ledgers and estimated expenses for the upcoming ball.

“Ah, here it is!” she said a moment later, pointing to a line in the expense document. “The flower vendor is trying to overcharge you. We do not pay this amount. Ever.”

She smiled slyly at Aimee. “Louis is not the one you need to speak to. We’ll go together this afternoon to the flower shop and make this right. Shopkeepers cannot think that they can overcharge Cereus House.”

Aimee sighed. “There is much work to being Second. One does not have a moment to think!”

Petrea put her hand on Aimee’s shoulder. “You did not ask for this and I am so grateful that you stepped in while I was gone. You have done the House proud. I hope you know this. You would make a wonderful Second.”

Aimee gestured to the chaise and the two sat down across from each other. Petrea poured glasses of wine as they continued their conversation.

“I could not continue as Second on my own, you know. I have not taken a single assignation for myself in months. I feel as though I do not sleep and have no energy to even eat.”

Petrea looked down into her glass. “I did not know that,” she said quietly.

Aimee continued. “I did not have the opportunity to make connections in the city as you did and you see the results of that with the flower shop. I did not learn to be a leader over time as you did. I have not earned anyone’s respect as you have. I have not learned the administration skills you have. I simply do not have the training and teachings that you have.”

“You would need a great deal of help….were you to become Second,” Petrea said slowly.

“I would need assistance, yes.” Aimee appeared to be thinking aloud now. “An assigned group of adepts or hired hands to help me with the position. I could not simply continue as I have. But a dedicated committee? Yes, that would work.”

Aimee blinked, ending her reverie. She lowered a gaze at Petrea.

“Do you intend to step down?”

That was the question.

“I do not have an answer to that,” Petrea said sadly, her shoulders sagging. “My heart is torn. I have no desire to leave Cereus House, but I waver on what to do about my position.”

“You must decide.”

Petrea nodded. “I know.”

The two sat in silence for a moment, sipping their wine, each considering their own thoughts.

Petrea was the first to speak. “I should like to do something for you to show my gratitude for your work during the last months.”

Aimee smiled. “That is kind of you and I appreciate it.”

“I was thinking a grand ball. Invite all of our adepts and your favorite patrons. Certainly they have missed you!”

Aimee’s smile began to fade as Petrea rushed on. “I, of course, will handle the planning. You will not need to lift a finger. Would you like a new gown? I could have a new gown made for you if you would like?”

Aimee raised her hands. “Petrea, please! I do not want a ball. In fact, I cannot think of anything I should want less than a ball.”

Petrea was stunned. “No ball?”

Aimee shook her head vehemently. “No! I have been drowning in planning balls and fêtes and purchasing gowns. All I want is some peace. Some time to myself.”

“Something like a night at Balm House?”

Aimee laughed. “A week at Balm House would be suitable for my needs!”

Petrea looked at her curiously. “Truly? That is what you desire? A full week at Balm House? I could arrange that if it is what you want.”

Aimee looked at her in surprise. “I was not being completely serious. While, yes, a week at Balm House would be my dream, I cannot imagine the expense of that!”

Petrea waved her off. “That is not your concern. If I can express my gratitude to you by sending you to Balm House for a week of restoration, then I shall.”

“Well. In that case, I shall pack a bag.”

Petrea nodded and put a gentle hand on Aimee’s arm. “I shall speak to the Dowayne as soon as we finish speaking and arrange everything. You have done great things for this House and for me, personally, and should be appropriately rewarded for that.”

“You must make me a promise, Petrea. You must promise me that when I return to Cereus House, you will give me your decision. I do not want to spend my week worrying. I want to come back and know my future.”

“I promise. One week is enough time for me to come to a decision. I shall bring word when your assignation at Balm is arranged.”

Petrea embraced Aimee and left the room.

One week. Petrea knew it would not take long to schedule the assignation at Balm House and Aimee would leave perhaps even that day. She had little time to decide her future. She returned to her apartments and sat down at her desk. She shuffled papers absently, not looking at anything, simply needing something for her hands to do.

Presently, a House attendant knocked on the door.

“A letter has come for you milday. From Aragonia, I believe.”

Petrea took the letter and broke the seal. “Aragonia? Who would write me from Aragonia?”

The attendant shrugged. “I know not. You traveled far this past year and met many people. Perhaps one of them?”

A jolt hit Petrea as she remembered whom she had met in Aragonia. Her heart racing, feeling a bit giddy, she read her letter.

Mi querida Petrea,

Long have I thought of our night together and wished for another. Your words, your kiss, your touch. I cannot seem to forget you and I seek a reason to see you again.

Finally, my longing ends as I shall be traveling to the City of Elua on business for my family. Will you make time for me amongst your many other important patrons, cariña?

With all my affection,

R

Ramiro Pascual De Soria y Borja, Marqués of Almazan

A warm feeling spread in Petrea’s belly at the memory of Don Ramiro. She had exchanged an assignation with him for lodgings in Aragonia. It had been…enjoyable. The news that he was coming to the City on behalf of his family was not necessarily surprising. The silver embargo was affecting the mines in Aragonia and the Aragonian nobility was sending the young Marqués to make political overtures on behalf of the family. He would, of course, be seeking to make his own political connections in Terre d’Ange. He had only his family name to trade on presently and that was a thin thread.

He likely believed, however, that he had another ally. Her. Being seen about the City with the Second of Cereus on his arm gave him clout that could open doors that might otherwise be closed to him. Regardless of what he might say about their night together, it wasn’t only her he wanted, it was the Second of Cereus House.

Petrea knew from experience that politics trumped personal feelings every time. Ramiro might personally desire her, but he would spend his time with whoever occupied the Second’s seat.

“Well,” Petrea thought, “that’s not an assignation I’m willing to give up. I suppose that’s that.”

She dropped the letter on her desk and went off to find Aimee.

Storyline: A Plea to Return Home

Petrea nó Cereus read the letter again. The words never changed but, every time she read them, the knot in her stomach grew.

Petrea,

The situation in the Judiciary grows dire. Your absence as Second of Cereus House is no longer feasible. I need you here. You must return home immediately.

-Aliks

So, the decision had been made for her.  Her Dowayne was demanding her come home. In some ways, it was a relief. She no longer had to decide whether or not to confess her unhappiness to Marco and return to the City of Elua of her own accord or continue to struggle for happiness here in Tiberium. It was done. But still, she had to tell him she would be leaving. Thus, the growing knot in her belly. The fear of his reaction. The worry of her future with him – or without him.

Marco walked into the bedroom where she sat on the bed, still clutching the letter. She turned towards him and, hands shaking, held out the parchment. He looked at her questioningly, but took the page and read it.

“So, you’re to leave then?” he said simply.

Petrea nodded, staring at her hands, unable to look at him.

He sighed and sat down next to her on the bed. “I’m honestly surprised it took this long. The letter must have been delayed,” he mused absently.

He continued gently. “Darling, we both heard the rumors in Aragonia and the same rumors still come from Terre D’Ange. Aliks’s letters continue to mention the trade guild fights and her fears for Cereus House.”

He tipped her chin up, looking into her eyes. “And don’t think I don’t know you’re unhappy.”

She started to respond, but her words died on her tongue.

“You may think you’re hiding it well, but I know you very well, my love. You’re not the vibrant woman I knew in Terre d’Ange. Your eyes don’t sparkle as they once did. You don’t belong here.”

He traced a line at the base of her neck where he knew the finial of her marque lay. He knew the lines by heart. “You cannot live a life where you have to hide this. I am not ashamed of you and I cannot keep you to a life of shame. And besides that, you, my dearest, would never be content being a Tiberian trader’s wife. You would never be content being a Tiberian anything. I should have known in Amílcar that this was a fool’s errand.”

“Amílcar?” Petrea was confused. “What does Amílcar have to do with anything?”

Marco burst out laughing. “You took a patron for the price of room and board! But I suspect you would have gone to him for free.” He quirked an eyebrow at her. “You are a Servant of Naamah and was a fool to think that would change if I took you away with me. It’s time to go, love.”

Petrea blinked back the tears that had been threatening to fall. When she spoke, her words came out barely above a whisper. “You’re right, but what of us? I truly do love you.”

“And I you. But that won’t stop simply because you no longer travel with me. Or live in Tiberium with me. You don’t have to be my wife for us to love each other. After all, I’ve been your patron for years.” Marco shrugged. “So I’ll continue to be your patron and your lover.”

“As simply as that?” She was stunned; her tears suddenly forgotten.

“Yes. As simply as that.”

“You would simply have me go back to the City of Elua and return to Naamah’s service, knowing that I will be taking other patrons? You nearly tore your hair out over the Marqués in Amílcar!”

“I know,” he chuckled. “And that’s when I began to doubt this arrangement, as I said. I spent many hours that night thinking about how our life would be if we wed, if you could be happy with this. I thought that, if you were happy in Tiberium, then it would mean a marriage could work. But you aren’t and it won’t. You need to go back to the City of Elua and be a proper Servant of Naamah.”

She gave a long sigh. “This is not how I expected this conversation to go.”

He frowned. “You expected I would be what? Angry? Devastated? Dejected?”

She shook her head. “Yes. I mean, no. I mean, I don’t know. I certainly didn’t expect you to just kiss me on the cheek and send me away!”

He drew her into his arms and kissed the top of her head. “I’m not sending you away. I’m agreeing that you should go home. You simply forgot to ask me whether or not I thought you should.”

Storyline: Homesick in Tiberium

Petrea nó Cereus stared out the window of the beautiful house and felt…disappointed.  She had been in Tiberium for weeks now and had expected to feel…happy? Relieved? Satisfied? She didn’t know how she had expected to feel exactly, but disappointment wasn’t it.  It had everything she dreamed of: beautiful buildings, delicious food, fascinating history, exotic peoples from all over the world and, most importantly, Marco.  At first, Tiberium felt magical, just as every other city and country they had visited.  And being in Marco’s home was even more special as he excitedly showed her his city, taking her to all of his favorite places, and proudly introducing her to his friends.  But she quickly grew weary of Tiberium, and of its people.  The Tiberians knew what she was and shunned her.  Just as Aliks had predicted.  It was worse than Aragonia, and far worse than Alba.  There was no reverence or protection for courtesans here.  Petrea was tired of hiding herself and pretending to be someone she was not.  She was no Tiberian matron, no lady of the house. 

She turned her gaze to where her lover sat at his desk, bent over business sheets, and smiled to herself.  Being with Marco was everything she had expected and everything she had hoped for.  He was loving and attentive, kind and caring, and so excited to show her the life that they could live together.  But his nearness couldn’t seem to fill the emptiness she felt.  She had put on a brave face for him, trying to find solace in his happiness at her presence in his home.  But even his joy and his passion could not make up for the hole in her heart.

Simply put, his love could not make up for home.  It was home that Petrea missed.  Not just Cereus House and the City of Elua, but her chosen family there: her best friend and Dowayne, Aliks, the adepts she was helping train, the members of the other Houses, and the nobles who she took as patrons.  Blessed Elua, she even missed the foolish gossip that had driven her away in the first place.

Petrea knew that trouble was brewing in the City of Elua.  Letter from Aliks had been waiting in Tiberium: the Judiciary was closing in on the Night Court and the guilds were at each other’s throats.  As Second of her House, Petrea knew she had responsibilities to her House and she worried that she was ignoring them – and for what?  She feared that her absence might have consequences that could not be undone.  Her forehead creased in a frown as she thought over what she should do.

As she stared out the window at the setting, Marco came up behind her and put his arms around her waist.  He nuzzled her neck and kissed her throat.

“What troubles you, love?” he whispered in her ear.

She sighed, leaning back into him.  “Thoughts of home, I suppose.”

She turned to face him, wrapping her arms around him.  

“I worry,” is all she could say, resting her head on his chest.

He turned her face to his and placed a gentle kiss on her lips.

“Come with me,” he said softly. “Let me distract you.”

Petrea closed her eyes.  Disappointed in her situation? Yes.  Missing home? Yes.  But what would happen to their relationship if she left Marco and went home?  Would she lose him?

She couldn’t stand to think about that and so she let him guide her to his bedroom.

Storyline: A Letter from Aragonia

My dearest Aliks,

We have been several weeks in Aragonia and, thank Elua, I have been able to arrange our accommodations this time. Upon arrival in Amílcar, our presence was requested by Ramiro Pascual de Soria y Borja, Marqués of Almazán, the son of the Duque de Soria who has traveled to Terre d’Ange through his family business dealings. Aragonia is not like Terre d’Ange in its ways of love and the Marqués was thrilled to find a servant of Naamah in the city. He requested the pleasure of an assignation at any price. I negotiated food and lodging for the duration of our stay in Amílcar, which he felt was quite the bargain. Perhaps it was, but the idea of not sleeping in yet another crowded, smelly inn is worth more to me than any amount of money I could fathom at the moment. I was surprised when Marco balked at the idea of my serving another patron! While we may be traveling together, I am still who and what I am and we are not wed. He has always known that I have other patrons and this is the first time he has expressed any jealousy. Aliks, I was truly shocked. He did eventually calm down and I spent a luxurious night with Ramiro.

Marco has not been as fortunate as I in his business ventures. We learned from the Marqués, whose family owns silver mines here, that the silver trade has slowed considerably due to a new and quite unexpected D’Angeline embargo on the metal. This has thrown the international silver market into disarray and caused a ripple effect into other markets. Traders and merchants are confused by the embargo, as there are no conflicts between Terre D’Ange and any other nations. Ramiro has, however, heard rumors of internal conflict between the guilds. Whatever the cause, there is fear this embargo could affect Terre D’Ange’s relations with its partner nations and have serious implications for future alliances.

While days are difficult for Marco, I find enjoyment in exploring the city, delighting in the vast differences between here and home, seeing the beautiful architecture, and visiting local shops. I do, however, feel I am quite the stranger, as I did in Alba, not speaking the language or knowing the local customs. Would that I were Phedrè nó Delaunay – able to blend in to any country and learn the language! I have been fortunate in that the Marques has provided me a servant girl from his household to serve as my guide, so that I am not completely lost. She has advised me to hide my marque, as the Aragonians would not look so kindly upon it. I was expecting different customs and attitudes, but I am not ashamed of who I am and hiding my marque felt uncomfortable. I suppose that if I am to conduct myself as Marco’s betrothed, I should expect to adapt. Ah the things we do for love, yes?

Always yours,

Petrea

Storyline: A Letter Leaving Alba

Dearest Aliks,

I pray that my parcel has reached you safely.  The beautiful painting was done by a trader friend of Marco’s and, when I saw it, I knew immediately that it must hang in the halls of Cereus House.  It depicts a phenomenon called the Northern northern lights painting Lights, a most magical event only seen in the most northern areas of the world.  Please accept this gift with Marco’s and my affections.

After a month here in Alba, Marco’s business is finally complete and we will head for Aragonia and continued adventures.  My time with Marco is wonderful and I do not regret my decision to join him.  Alba is beautiful – green as emeralds, just as the poets write –  and, without Marco, I surely never would have visited on my own.  Thanks to Blessed Elua and Naamah that I have the chance to see this lovely isle before our next destination.  I do, however, dearly miss home and my friends and loved ones in the City and at Cereus House.  While Marco has done his best to secure the highest quality lodgings, I now realize just how spoiled I have been growing up in the Night Court.  He has even taken to teasingly calling me Princess when I struggle to hold my tongue over cold baths or lumpy beds of straws!  

Marco promises that once we reach Tiberium, we can settle into a much more leisurely pace and truly be together as we would like.  Perhaps once I have experienced this, I will know better if I do wish to leave the life of a Servant of Naamah and become Marco’s wife.  Only time will tell.

All my love,

Petrea

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Storyline: A letter from the Port of Morhban

My dearest Aliksandria,

Tomorrow we sail for Alba and, after days crammed in a small coach, I look forward to anything with more space and open air!  And, yes, I will concede to my discomfort at our lodgings.  While Marco has done everything in his power to secure rooms at the finest inns, I have had to turn many times to my training so as to school my face and not show my distress at the sights and smells of some of our accommodations.  But, while the rooms may be drafty and firewood scarce, every Servant of Naamah knows there is no shortage of ways to keep oneself warm at night with one’s lovers at her side.

The Duc de Morhban gave us lodging last night – such luxury after weeks of discomfort!  He dined with us and, as happens with nobles living in the provinces, he wanted all the gossip of the City.  It seems I cannot escape the nobility ever slavering for gossip of Odilia and Gustav, no matter how far I travel.  Perhaps things will be better in Alba?  He mentioned having heard somewhat of the Longest Night, asking endless questions of my thoughts on Odilia.  It leaves one to wonder what information he truly sought.   

This morning Marco showed me the ship that we are to board and, oh Aliks, it is marvelous.  The sails practically glowed in the morning sunlight that glanced off the water.  And the air smelled of salt!  I never considered the notion that salt truly has a smell, but it does, and the sea smells of it.  Of course it was terribly cold, not that one could tell by the sailors moving about the docks.  One would think it a fine spring day by the way they go about their business in shirtsleeves and breeches.  These are clearly (handsome) men of great fortitude, and Marco was highly entertained by my unabashed staring – and theirs in return.  

While I admit no lack of trepidation at setting off to sea in the morning, my heart sings with great excitement at the next step in this journey and the adventures that may lie ahead.  My next missive to you shall be sent from the green shores of Alba! 

All my love,

Petrea

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Storyline: Petrea’s Traveling Clothes

Sunlight streamed through the large windows of the salon as Dowayne Aliksandria nó Cereus lounged on a chaise, drinking wine with Marco Meridius, the Tiberian trader who would soon be taking her Second on a grand tour of the world.  Standing in front of them, the object of their discussion and Marco’s affection, Petrea nó Cereus her arms held aloft as a tailor pinned the waist of a finespun wool gown in deep blue.

“The fabric will serve well in Alba, and the color brings out her eyes, does it not?” Aliks commented, refilling Marco’s glass.

He murmured an assent, a grin playing on his handsome face.  

They were in the large salon of Aliks’s private apartments at Cereus House, supervising the creation of Petrea’s wardrobe for the long journey.  At Aliks’s insistence, the finest couturier had been commissioned to come to Cereus House specially for the job.

Petrea frowned at herself in the full length mirror and met Aliks’s disapproving gaze.

“That’s an unflattering look on your face, my dear,” she scolded.

“I still don’t see why we had to bring the couturier here,” Petrea scoffed.  “There is simply no reason that Marco and I couldn’t have gone to Le Designeur Royal ourselves.”

The Dowayne shook her head.  “It would not be fitting of the Second of Cereus House.  We must maintain the highest standards in all things.  We do not simply walk into an atelier like anyone else and ask for an appointment.  If the Second of Cereus House needs a gown, or a cloak, or a full traveling wardrobe – as you do – then the couturier will come to you.”  She shrugged.  “That’s all there is to it.”

Marco grinned.  “And it’s not as if you don’t deserve to be treated with the utmost care and concern, my love.  You should listen to your friend.”

“Why, I do believe you two are plotting against me!” Petrea teased.

“Hardly.  We are plotting for you, darling.”  Marco caught her eye in the mirror and gave her a wicked smile.

At that she laughed and threw up her hands.  “Alright!  Alright!  I give up!  I will take this pampering you are forcing upon me.”

Aliks sipped her wine.  “Enjoy it while you can.  You’ll not receive such lavish treatment along your journey,” she warned gently.

Petrea nodded.  “I know,” she said softly, toying with the lush fabric draped over her body.  “Marco has been telling me about our travel arrangements and accommodations along the way.  And while it may not be the genteel lifestyle of Cereus House, I think it should be enough.  And besides,” she smiled coyly at his reflected gaze, “we’ll be together.”

At that, Marco stood quickly and strode over to Petrea.  He swept her into his arms, pins and fabric falling to the floor.  She laughed, throwing her arms about his neck, kissing him.

He turned to Aliksandria.

“Excuse me, my lady, your Second and I have some additional business to attend to.” 

 

Storyline: Petrea’s answer to Marco

Petrea, Second of Cereus House, held out her sealed letter to the messenger bound for Tuberium.  She handed him a gold coin.  “You know where to deliver this?  You’re certain?  This is highly important that it reach its destination with all haste.”  She spoke insistently, with almost an air of desperation.

The courier smiled.  “My lady, I will put it in the gentleman’s hands myself.  I know him well and will see he gets it as soon as I am able.”  

He winked at her and grinned.  “I am certain that any correspondence from you is of the utmost importance.”

He took her letter and placed it in his saddlebag.  He patted the bag firmly.

“I shall protect this with my life!” he said with mock bravado, spurring his horse.

Petrea laughed and waved to the young man as he rode away.

My dearest Marco, 

I cannot, at present consent to becoming your wife, much though the thought intrigues me.  I offer you instead a counterproposal.  As a sort of trial engagement, I propose that I join you on your next trade voyage wherever that may take you.  I know not of your life, other than your stories, and should like to experience it for myself before making my decision.

I shall await your reply, and instructions as to the garments I should bring.

All my love,

Petrea

One week later an exhausted courier delivered a hastily scrawled letter to Cereus House.

My darling,

I will return within the week to collect you.  Pack for Alba.  I shall take care of everything else.

Yours,

Marco

Three days later, he arrived.  

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Storyline: Petrea nó Cereus’s future

Several days after the Masque, Aliksandria, Dowayne of Cereus House and her Second, Petrea, met to discuss a marriage proposal Petrea has received from a long time patron. The proposal was sudden and unexpected and Petrea is giving serious consideration to accepting, and leaving the Night Court.

“I don’t understand,” said Aliksandria. She and Petrea were sitting in her private chambers, drinking wine, and having the long awaited and uncomfortable discussion. “Is it children you want?”

“Of course not,” said Petrea, scoffing at the assumption.

“Because if it is, you needn’t leave the Night Court over it. You know that both my parents were working adepts when I was born, and for many years thereafter.”

“I am not leaving to have children, Aliks,” the Second said quietly.

“Then why? Do you have any idea what the life of a Tiberian matron is like? You know what threats came to Odilia after the Masque! And that was here, in Terre d’Ange, where Naamah’s service is a divine calling, entered into as a sacred trust. What do you imagine it will be like in Tiberium where you are not a revered servant of Naamah, but a whore?” Aliks snapped.

“You needn’t shock me with such language,” said Petrea sharply.

“Really? You don’t seem to understand the gravity of the situation, or at the very least you fail to explain it to me.” Aliks looked pointedly at her friend

“I’m simply tired of it all,” Petrea said sadly.

“Tired of what? Our life? This was our dream, yours and mine. Whispered to each other in the small hours of the night as children in these halls. To one day rise to be the premier courtesans, and run Cereus House, together. Don’t you remember, Petrea?” Aliks pleaded, taking her friend’s hand.

“Was it our dream, or you dream for us? I don’t know anymore. All I have ever known is the Night Court, and I grow weary of gossip, and fetes, and frivolity,” Petrea said with frustration, standing to pace the room.

“Is that truly all you think Mont Nuit is? Frivolous ornaments good for nothing but to share the exploits of others?” Aliks was aghast.

“No, no, of course not, but you know of my weariness. Besides, it is likely Odilia is to become the consort of the Dauphin! It is the same thing, except that I cannot be Marco’s consort and he does not live in the City! Both Odilia and I are following our hearts, our love! She dealt with her threats and I will deal with mine!” the Second said, her voice rising with vehemence.

The Dowayne shook her head. “Oh Petrea, your situations are so different. It is as if you were to compare the moon to an apple and say they are identical because they both look round. You are seeing only with your heart and not with your head, love.”

Petrea sat down on the chaise next to Aliks. “But I do love Marco and clearly he loves me. He did propose marriage.”

“Well of course he did! You are beautiful, kind, intelligent, and quite skilled in Naamah’s arts. You don’t actually expect me to believe this is the first time a patron has proposed to you after an assignation. Blessed, Elua, I’ve lost count of the proposals i’ve received over the years.”

“No, it isn’t, but I’ll not pretend disinterest in this particular offer. This is not an easy decision and I don’t make it without careful thought and consideration. I would hope that you know me well enough to understand that.”

“Well of course it isn’t easy. If it were, we would not be sitting here, having this difficult discussion. You either would have left with him immediately after the Masque, a ring on your finger; or we would be sitting here, drinking this wine, laughing about yet another proposal from a besotted patron!”

Aliks paused, turning thoughtful.  “When does Lord Marco return? In a fortnight?”

“Yes, as a matter of fact,” Petrea replied with surprise.

“Oh don’t look so shocked.” Aliks smiled. “As important as he is to you, I make it my business to keep tabs on his schedule and ensure that you have ample time with him when he is in the City. And after he leaves, how long will he be gone then?”

Petrea thought for a moment. “He is bound first for Alba. After that, I know not his route, though I would presume he will return to Tiberium at some point. He’ll like as return to the City six to eight months hence. Perhaps longer?”

“Then I propose this: go with him. Go and see a world outside of Terre d’Ange. Why, you have never been farther than your parents estate in Namarre. Go see this great life he is promising you. You know what a life in the Night Court is like; see the alternative.”

“I can do that? just leave for half a year or more?”

“Why not, who is to stop you? Your Dowayne? I warn you, Petrea, the world is not kind to courtesans and you would be best to consider…” Aliks toyed with a phrase, “…calling your relationship with Lord Marco something other than it is..at present.”

Petrea thought a moment as Aliks’s words sunk in. Aliks was speaking to her not just as a friend, but also as her Dowayne. The notion of not only traveling with Marco, but telling strangers that she was his wife? Would that affect her ability to make a decision?

Aliks continued, all business. “Now for guild purposes, we will write it up as an extended assignation, so you retain guild privileges and protections. Your marque is made, and your fees are yours to dictate between you and Lord Marco. When you return you may either tithe a portion to the house, or keep it as a dowry with my blessing.”

Petrea weighed the offer carefully, then smiled and agreed, hugging her friend. She had been dreading this conversation; had still been unsure of her decision. This was a beautiful compromise.

“This is perfect. Brilliant even. I knew there was a reason I love you so much.”
She dropped a kiss on her laughing friend’s brow and hurried back to her apartments to write a letter to Lord Marco and prepare for the voyage.

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